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Alisha's POV

Honestly it's been about five months and I still haven't been back to New York. I miss my mom and my bestie. My dad has been off and on at work, he would leave for long weeks and it be good and all to get a little space but I still be missing my dad. It's like he had got my out here and abandoned me.

Me and Kobe been kicking it but we haven't made it official or nun. He's a great guy and he wants to be official with me so I can be his and only his, but I can't find it in my heart to go there. I don't wanna lead him on but I just feel like I'm not ready to be somebody's and jump right in a relationship like I did before.

Since my dad left emergency cash for me I thought about taking a short plane ride to the place I called home. I wanna surprise Moni cause her birthday is coming up. I feel like I owe her the surprise because I left her high and dry and I wasn't there when she has been needing my the most.

So I'm just laying in the bed booking my flight and getting everything ready and planed, then my phone started ringing.

"Um hello?"I said confused because I didn't recognize the number.

"You have a call from inmate Anthony Hamlin. Do you acce-"

I hung up the phone so fast and I couldn't breath. My heart was racing. I was questioning how he get my number and why the hell was he calling my.

I blocked the number so I wouldn't receive anymore all's from him. U wanted to call my dad and let him know but I didn't want to cut into his work time since that's what's on him mind lately.

Time to get back to what I was doing.

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Eric's POV

I just left the luh motel fucking one of them hoes. Shawty ass bad as fuck too, but Ik she just wanted money but she had to put in a lil work before she get dat. So I had her throw it back for a real nigga.

I've been slowly getting over Alisha's ass. I feel like i have to, shawty got over me. Got herself lil boyfriend, but he a young nigga so he ain't got shit on me.

After that night we was playing phone tag, we just came to the realization of why dwell on what's in the past and put all the feeling s we had before behind us. I agreed because I feel like that's what she wanted and all I want was her to be happy.

But deep down in side I just wanna make it work, shordy ass made a nigga feel and look at life in a different prospective in just a short mount of time.

Whole time I just wanna take to her in person and let her know how I feel about her but my pride and ego too strong. And at the end on the day I'm fucking myself up, because I don't know how to love.

Ive been dealing with lil shawty Tracy, we ain't serious or nun we just fuck onna low. I feel like I'm fucking any and everything just to get over lisha ass. It's like she got a tight ass leash on me and she ain't even worried about me. But if she knew I've been thinking about her and would be thinking of me.

Today me and da guys going to go clean out some of our lul traps, cause I heard we got a snake and I don't know who so we got to get it under control since the feds on our ass.

Later on I might go stop by my moms cause her ass been tripping and plus I gotta catch her up with my everyday life since we really haven't been talking on a daily basis.

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Alisha's POV

After I booked my flight and planned a lil gathering for my bestie. My phone went off and I look over and I got a text from Kobe. He asked if I wanted to come over and Netflix and chill. I said yeah. Why not go over and get out the house.

I hopped in my car my dad got me as a early birthday present and drove to Kobe's house. I didn't see no other cars but his Jeep so I guess everybody was gone. I sent him a text and he met me at the door.

When i walked in the house his brother Eli was there. Eli wasn't that younger than us. Before I can even say hey to him Kobe told me to go up stairs.

When I got up stairs I set on his bed and took off my slides getting comfortable. I was extremely far from him. Lmao I don't know why.

"Why u all the way ova there?" Bro I looked at him, this boy was too fine to me idc idc.

I scooted over a little, I was nervous asl like a bitch breathing was fucking up. I was just smiling extra hard.

"Come here." He said slight low. So I crawled to him and he had his arms out so I just laid on him. He started rubbing me. He had turnt on some movie on Netflix.

He set up lifting my chin up so we was face to face.
"You mad cute, you know that right?" He said looking me in my eyes. I couldn't do nun else but smile.
Before you knew it he kissed me. This wasn't like Kobe at all. Like he wasn't so straightforward. So we get to kissing and he started to rub on my body. Then we start back kissing my this time he was putting my on top of him. But when I came to realization this is not me and I had to slow my role.

Yes I'm still a Virgin but I still have a right to kissing and make out with somebody. After that he just went for it like he didn't know how to act. He was taking total control. Like I was feeling a tad uncomfortable but I was liking it at the same time. Then he started to go too far so I had to let him know that I wasn't ready to give it up. Plus we wasn't even in a relationship and I didn't really know him that long so I wasn't tryna go there. So we was just laying in his bed just cuddling and watching the movie off and on. Then I got a call from my friends saying they wanted to hang out with me. So I decided that I'll go out with them and have them over my house to spend the night since it's spring break and I'm going to be leaving for New York  in a few days.

Before leaving his house we shared a few more kisses and I was off on my way.

I stopped by the pizza place and grabbed a couple pizzas and went by Walmart and got snacks for the night. I called up my two home girls and let them know they could pop out.

When they got to my house we didn't waste no time digging in the food. I had to tell them about me and Kobe because I couldn't believe what a night I had. I know it's bad to go telling people what you and your "partner" got going on, but it wasn't really like that. And since these was my girls I had too, it was a lil must.

After we talking and kicked it we took showers and put our chill on and just watched sum On my block re runs since the new episodes or going to be released shortly. Soon we called it a night and I slept quite peacefully.

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