Just a fan.

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I've been a fan of Dan and Phil for quite some time now. I've even saved for months for some merch. My father would always say turn that gay shit off. And as always I'd mutter "homophobia" under my breath.

I fell in love with Dan. Not because he was famous but for his capacity for love and compassion. So in the summer of 2016 I decided to start my own channel.

My channel was a lot like theirs mushed with Liza Koshy. I'm a bit if a pun lover.  I did the dollar store puns, I did q &a's, etc.

I went through a lot with my father. He always tore me down. Abusing me verbally and emotionally. He always tried to never lay a hand on me. Most times he succeeded...most.

When I turned 19 I packed my stuff and got on a plane for London. In hopes of getting somewhere and being around some new culture. And maybe try to bump into Dan and Phil. Hey a girl could dream.

After a week in a motel I finally got an apartment....sorry flat. I have been working at Starbucks and using my savings. I climb up the stairs to my new flat with my stomach in knots.

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