What Love Is

Fourth

It took me five years to accept that my Bestfriend will never be my lover. Whenever I think that if we end up together I'll make sure she won't regret that she loved me. I'll make my very best to make her happy and I'll give all my love to her because she deserves it and she is worth it. There is always a first time that you encounter in your life. She is a kind of girl who is like any other girls; pretty, smart, tall, chinita, sweet, caring everyone wants that but I didn't fall because of her physical appearance maybe I loved her because of the way she treated me. Even though we do not talk sometimes but the silence between us it is comforting for me and it makes me fall in love with her deeper.

ALICE she is like a child. If she wants something you need to give it to her immediately. I still remember when I first wrote her a handwritten letter and gave it to her and she didn't talk to me for one week. I regret giving the letter to her. After a week she even asked me on a date Hahaha I was so shocked I didn't know what to say . She likes me I know that POTA ASSUMING NA PO AKO Patawad. Handa akong pagpakatanga para sa kanya Sobra ko siya iniiyakan Gabi Gabi Hahaha Ano bang Mali sa akin ,bakit ba Hindi niya ako kayang tingnan higit sa kaibigan . But never ako nagalit sa kanya Alam ko sinasabayan Lang niya ako at ayaw niya akong masaktan Pero Pota mary Hahaha Hindi na nakakatuwa ang pinagagawa mo sa akin Hahahaha . Ang Hirap Matulog at magising na laging iniisip Kelan ba darating ang panahon na Kaya mo na akong mahalin higit sa kaibigan. Kaya ko naman Gawin ang ginagawa nang mga lalaki ah pwera Lang bigyan ka nang anak haha. She is totally out of my league and ang Tanga ko kasi ang selfish ko at iniisip Lang ang feelings ko at Hindi ko man Lang naiisip kung ano nararamdaman ni Alice. Napakatanga mo Simon hays. And when you are inlove you do stupid things and so I did. She has this attitude that she won't talk to all of the sudden , she also tries to avoid me and I don't know what's the reason fudge! Sa Sobra kong Gago I make a fake account and talk to her as if I'm someone else and effective siya haha. I'm used to it na daw na Hindi niya ako pinapansin at kinakausap Pota taken for granted ba ako nito? I am hurt by the words she's saying Kahit Kala niya Hindi ako Yun Kaya minsan nag Sisi ako bakit ako nang gawa nang fake account. And up to this day nag uusap kami Pero later on inamin ko yun at nagalit siya siyempre diba pero dahil Mahal namin ang isat isa BILANG KAIBIGAN. Wag kayo diyan, I never knew she had that attitude Ewan Lang Kung plastic ba ang tawag Dun Sobrang sakit after ko nalaman Yun. A taste of my own medicine. Minsan I questioned GOD bakit pa niya sa akin pinaramdam to kung Grabe naman ang sakit na maidudulot nito. Pero ngayon OK na kami para naman kaming mga timang despite of our past still we choose our friendship instead of forgetting each other and treat each other as strangers.

May nakilala ako na lalaki dito sinubukan ko siyang gustuhin at gumana naman unti unti ako gumagaling , one year na Kaming MU pero Hindi rin smooth sailing ang susunod kong love story his ex was not over him , and he is known to be playboy and he said to me he is changing na raw AS IF!. OK naman siya at nakikita ko naman ang pagbabago niya dahil din sa Kanya Nakalimutan ko may feelings pala ako Kay Alice Pero ngayon Wala na tinigil ko na kung Anong Meron sa amin kasi I loved being committed to someone and he is not ready kasi may threat siya sa pamilya nang girl Kaya Hindi siya maka girlfriend. Mahirap kasi maniwala sa mga sinasabi niya Kahit gusto Mong maniwala Pero pinapamukha sayo nang Lahat nang tao Hindi siya dapat sayo. Pero dahil Marupok ako ay kami na willing na siya to commit .Pwede na ang love story ko sa MMK 😂 Hahaha. Back to alice , what I like to do to her is to hold her hand, hug her, smell her hair. I like her scent it's addictive Hindi ako magsasawang amuyin siya . And everytime na magkahawak kami nang kamay promise nakukuryente ako at tumitigil ang puso ko hawak palang yan ha. Hahaha what more kung hinalikan ako mamatay Siguro ako Hahaha 😂 . Promise Grabe Yung tama ko sa Kanya lintek na pagibig sa Lahat na pwedeng Mahalin bakit siya pa bakit kaibigan ko pa.

Ngayon OK na ako I am healed. I am happy with my boyfriend and Alam niya to. ayaw ko na Balikan ang aking past na Hindi naman umuunlad hays. Nagkikita kami pag umuuwi ako sa amin. Tska Masaya na ako Wala bang bigat sa akin puso. Ang Sarap gumising sa umaga na Wala kang iniisip kung Kelan ba darating Yung Araw na Yun. Lagi ko nalang iniisip Mas mahalaga ang friendship over love .

Kaya Ikaw if nainlove ka sa best friend mo wag mong ikatakot Sabihin ang tunay Mong nararamdaman. It's either you win or lose that's the game of love.