boys;

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now heres a funny thing, i'm not a big fan of love.

i'm not a huge believer of it.

i find it stupid because when i was younger i thought love was such a happy thing but its really not.

it's not like in the movies.

i'm usually that type of girl to be friends with benefits, although that sounds slutty it actually isnt.

not if you're only friends with benefits with one guy.

i never usually have crushes on guys but this one stupid boy who thinks he's so cool by making me like him is absolutely f*cking adorable that it makes me sick.

he likes the same bands as me, he has family problems like me so he understands what i go through not like everyone else, he's sweet and not too mention he's really close with his sister.

now when boys are close with theyre siblings it just makes girls ickabzidmnaka.

it shows that one day you will be a good father.

it's such a huge turn on.

my god its so adorable.

this boy makes me speechless and no ones ever had the power to do that to me.

i hate it.

it makes me feel so weak.

but at the same time i love it.

he's perfect.

ok maybe not but he is too me and there is nothing more i could want from him.

well other than to like me but other than that.

god i really like him.

not love because we're too young for that jazz.

i hate when people in my year level say they love each other like can you not.

especially when they've only been dating for a week.

like no.

stop.

you don't even know the meaning of love.

i feel like many people these days only pretend they love someone so they love them back so they feel special and wanted.

it's sad.

it's sad that you don't see real love anymore.

people my age are already cheating on each other.

we're 15 year olds.

what the hell dude.

this is why i don't believe in love, no i don't mean family love but relationship type love

what even is love?

love

lʌv/

noun

1.

a strong feeling of affection.

i've never really had strong feeling of affection but i've had feelings of affection.

i hope when i'm older some boy will change my mind about love.

i'm scared to be completely honest.

i've only had 3 relationships in my whole life and none of them have lasted a whole month.

i'm scared i'm going to screw up and they're going to leave me.

but i always say; if a boy really likes you than he'll stay.

i hope to god he will.