MagCon Boys One Shots (Request)

#7 - Jump

Warning! MAY BE TRIGGERING

We were at a MagCon Event and all of us were having an incredibly fun time. At the moment, all of us were dancing to Lip Gloss by Lil Momma.

I have to say though, my brother can dance incredibly well. Wait, what?

Okay, so there's a couple things to admit, normal ships here don't exist, it's the other way around.

Carter and Cameron.

Aaron and Gilinsky.

Taylor and JJ.

Shawn and Matt.

The only people who aren't dating anywhere here is me or Hayes and that could kind of be considered a bad thing.

None of us have come out. I don't even know for sure, but I think I'm bi. I think I also might like me brother. Yeesh. Not a sentence I wanted to ever think about.

I doubt he likes me back though and that sucks. It's driven me to he point of cutting already.

He was fucking hot, adorable, sexy, strong, and definitely not into his older brother. At the moment, the crowd was begging us to take our shirts off. I can't because everyone would be able to see my cuts so I'm sitting on the corner of the stage, talking to Aaron.

He didn't want to take his shirt off because he was being very insecure. Everyone else instantly ripped their shirts off and I had to turn my head away to stop myself from drooling. Kinda hard.

They finished the event off with doing trampoline tricks. Then they ran over to Aaron and I and tried taking our shirts off. They got my jacket off and then my cuts started bleeding.

I was only wearing a t-shirt so everyone could see it. The look on Hayes' face made it look like he was genuinely worried, but I wasn't going to fall for it.

I sarcastically waved to the crowd before walking off and then booking it straight to my hotel room. Thank god I have my own. No one else has a key either, so I got incredibly lucky this trip.

They could break the door down, they've done it before. Don't ask.

I could hear everyone banging on the door and yelling my name, but now was the time. I can't take it anymore.

No one loves me. No one even likes me. I don't know how I got so lucky with the boys, but I know they were disappointed that they got me so now is it.

I wrote a note...

- Dear Cameron, Enjoy your relationship with Carter. You two are cute together. Your my main bro and your amazing. Don't let anyone else think otherwise. Your also the only one who knows my deepest secret. If this truly does kill me, I want you to tell the boys, but no one else. You can even tell him. He will know why. Everyone will. -

- Dear Carter, Take care of Cameron. You two are perfect together. Do not hurt him at all. Please? I want to see you guys have kids and stuff. -

- Dear Aaron, Stay with Gilinsky. You guys are amazing. Stay perfect. -

- Dear Gilinsky, Keep doing music. You'll hit your big break with JJ soon. I just know it. You guys are amazing. Truly talented. I want to hear a duet between you, JJ, Taylor and Shawn soon. -

- Dear Taylor, Treat JJ right okay? Can't wait for that duet. Your so amazing bro. -

- Dear JJ, Keep up the amazing work, you will hit the big time eventually. Your amazingly talented. -

- Dear Shawn, We weren't that close. I regret that, but you are an amazing singer. Keep going further and further, you will most definitely make it. -

- Dear Matt, You are so nice. Treat Shawn right okay? Don't be too sad. You probably won't, but yeah. -

- Dear everyone, tell my family I love them. Cameron, only tell him if I do die, okay? All of you are amazing. In no way, shape, or form did I deserve any of you. Love you guys, sorry for being a trouble. A hassle. A back wheel. I don't deserve you guys. You guys probably hate me anyway, so this should be a relief to you. Love you bros. -

Sincerely, Nash.

I slipped it though the door slot and the pounding stopped for a minute before I could hear them burst into tears and start physically ramming into it, trying to break it down.

I walked out to the balcony. I took a second to feel the breeze on my face. I breathed in and hopped up onto the railing. I stood there for a second, wavering.

I bent down to jump. I sprung back up, but before I hit the ground, I got light headed and passed out.

I didn't feel the impact of the ground, but I heard everything around me. I heard Hayes and the guys yelling my name and running up to me.

I felt myself being picked up and placed on something, probably a stretcher. I blacked out, but became slightly conscious again when I got rushed out of the ambulance.

I was rushed in and they performed a surgery of some sort. I was sitting in the room, staring out of the window. I didn't respond to anything. The doctors say they don't even know how I survived.

Then it happened. I had just set my phone down on the bed and started looking out the window. I continued to stare at the outside world when Hayes walked in.

"Nash, why would you do this?" He asked once he had walked in, shut the door and sat down across the room.

When I didn't answer, he got back up and walked over to me. He sat down on the edge of the bed and looked me in the eyes.

"This is really hard for me to say Nash, but I-I love you," he stuttered. He full on kissed me and then he got up and left.

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Sup Sexies!

So it was hard for me to write this because I love Nayes and it's hard to write saddening things. I swear I'm going to hell. :)

I've been so busy lately. I have to remember to upload a one shot on Thursday on my Collab account. RachetGirls174

I can not wait for the Tides and Wild Life Shoots to come out. I also can't wait for XIAT.

I swear, I just tweeted Nash 40 Times, Hayes 15, JJ 20, and Jacob 30. Whoops. Heh heh. I meant to do that.

I think that's mostly it. If you guys want a copy of my crazy schedule of my week, lemme know and I will post it.

DM me with the following info if you guys wish for a request.

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Type of smut, fluff, or awkward situations

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That's pretty much it. Gotta go. I'm FaceTiming Natalie. :P

Love y'all! BAI!!!