MagCon Boys One Shots (Request)

#11 - Goodbye _____, Hello _____!

A/N Quick, before you read it, can you fill in the blanks of the chapter? Don't read it and then answer btw, it destroys the purpose. I suggest listening to Same Love by Macklemore and Ryan Lewis ft. Mary Lambert for the beginning.

Shawn's POV

5 years ago, I realized I was gay and that I liked my best friend.

4 years ago, I came out to everybody at a MagCon event.

3 years ago, I wasn't famous anymore because all of the fans hated me.

2 years, 8 months ago, The MagCon boys visited me in the mental institution to ask why I tried to commit.

2 years, 5 months ago, I told him that I liked him and he crushed my heart by calling me a fag (physically hurt to write this).

2 years, 3 months ago, I followed what the fans said and attempted again. This time they tied me up.

2 years ago, I was reckoned unstable and I had to explain to them why, which hurt me so badly to relive.

(Switch to Skyscraper by Shawn now. Just trust me)

1 year, 4 months ago, I became famous again for my YouTube channel where I post my songs and music along with things about my life. Little did they all know, I was preparing.

8 months ago, I made what I figured to be my last YouTube video, but when I posted it, the comments told me not to commit and that I was perfect so I stayed.

5 months ago, I was asked to start a tour called Suicidal Survivor, it's just where I sing songs, talk about my life, answer questions and have fun.

3 months ago, he showed up on my doorstep as I was walking out to go to LA Survivor. He begged for forgiveness, but I turned him down.

Currently, I'm getting ready to sing my favorite verse of my new song as a teaser.

"You can take everything I have, And you can break everything I am.

Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of vapor.

And go on and try to tear me down, but I will be rising from the ground.

Like a Skyscraper. Like a Skyscraper."

The crowd was chanting 'who' as in, who is it about, but that's when I found out he was in the crowd. I locked eyes with him and held the mic up to my mouth. "You," and you could almost physically hear his heart shatter as the crowd went silent to find who I was looking at.

I looked away from him. "I wrote this about somebody... who truly did try and tear me down. He shattered my heart, but then again, he is the reason I created my songs, the reason I made my YouTube account, now he's the reason I'm here currently.

He's the reason that I willingly left MagCon. The reason I'm planning to do something so much better with my life. He's the reason I have a special project coming out soon. I plan on showing you guys who he is, once he fully understands the pain I've gone through? But, right now, I'd like to introduce my new boyfriend, Matthew Espinosa!" I yell. He physically withers and I smile as my love walks out onto the stage waving.

"I am working on a few other special projects, only my babe knows. You guys will hopefully like it though." I said.

I hope he feels the amount of pain I went through. Truth be told, I don't know why I liked Him in the first place, but I do know I like Matt way better.

Goodbye Taylor, hello Matt!

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Sup Sexies!

So who could guess it? Nobody probably. It was kind of unpredicted. Spontaneous! I don't know why I wrote such a sad one, but I do know I came up with it at 11 PM last night while listening to Skyscraper as I fell asleep.

What do you guys think? I feel like it's shorter then my normal ones, and sadder, but that is why I was considering doing a couple or triple update. 😏 What do you think?

When does the Tides shoot come out? The Wild Life shoot? When does Nobody by Ricky Dillon come out? Or XIAT by Trevor Moran? So many questions. What is this new MagCon that everyone is talking about?

Go check out my Collab account with my internet Bae's, called RachetGirls174. Go check out my Nayes book! Go subscribe to me on YouTube, Amber Joyce.

I think that's everything. I need you guys to send me requests, do not comment them, DM them to me with the following information...

Type (smut, fluff, funny, fight)

If smut - What kind? If fluff - What part of the relationship? Funny - About what? Fight - About what?

What ship (2 or more people?)?

I think that's it.

Love y'all! BAI!!! ~ September 26th, 1:23 PM ~ Nessa