RUMYA : A CHANCE AT FORGIVENESS

him or me

As of 27 February 2020 , Thursday Fifth chapter of Rumya : A chance of forgiveness is being posted for the FIRST time . I hope you guys like it . 

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The two years have taken a toll on me , I was no longer a chubby soumya, I was lanky now . My cheekbones were prominent , I was definitely not a stick or zero figure but I wasn't that Moti somu everybody used to call me . In fact in these two years after I had Romi , I grew weak . So now my belly can look good in a crop top and my beautiful ass can fit itself in a skinny jeans . Having Rumy was a difficult stage in my life . Rudra and me have broken up for reasons , we signed the divorce papers and we were living a life in separate worlds . We away from each other . I had applied in college since I couldn't just survive with trust funds that my parents have left for me . A month in my college life symptoms of pregnancy started appearing , to my worst nightmares I was 2 and a half month pregnant . I knew the child was Rudra's since he is the one who popped my cherry . 

My life in Oberoi many ion was easy , it felt everything felt into place so easily but I knew 3 things about life or so I thought .

Life is unpredictable .

Life is not easy .

Life is a cruel joke   .

When I left Oberon mansion . Gauri di tried contacting me , but I knew moving on from Rudra meant away from everything that was associated with Oberoi's. I didn't wanted him back in my child , but I didn't wanted him oblivious about his child , if he wanted to be a part of the child he could've been . So I wrote a letter , guess what the letter reached him , but he never replied . 

When I was 4 month pregnant and hiding my baby bump behind the hideous loose and clumsy clothes I met Laksh. He was my saviour. He was staying in an apartment near college campus . We become good friends and I told him about my pregnancy. I saw him gritting his jaw and clenching his fingers . I couldn't point my finger at it first . I moved into his apartment . We never talked about his family all that I knew was that he was rich , insanely rich and he loved my unborn child more than I could love him . When I asked him that how could he love a child so  Unconditionally , without having a deal with it he just replied " Softy , I just connect with this champ a lot." He caressed my 7 month baby bump gently . 

Yeah 3 months passed by quickly but we both have made it clear that we couldn't be more than best friends . We kissed once , when I returned from hospital because of some pregnancy pain but guess what it felt like kissing hurt brother , gross ! I know right . 

I stopped going to college in my 7 month , I was teaching tutions to 10 grade children maths and earned enough to live it off with my monthly expenditures and Doctor appointments . Laksh wasn't taking the rent from me anyways so I was able to safe money . It was a struggle because I didn't know what would I say to my unborn child 

Who is his dad ? 

Why do we live with Laksh ?

When will he meet his dad ? 

Surely my child wasn't a love child ( an illegitimate child or the one who is born out of marriage) . Rudra and I were in a wedlock when we made my baby but world didn't knew this and that's what made my world depressed . I knew I was enough for my baby but I was orphan at a young age but I wanted my Romy to have a perfect family . 

When I was 9 ,months closer, I saw a parcel on my door , it had lakh of money inside . It had a note on top . 

 Dear Soumya 

I am sorry for not being there for you in such important times , I love you and I am going to be there for you soon , my baby girl . We will be together soon to welcome the champ .