Cries and Hopes

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I entered the room to see Rudra smoking in front of the window . The partially asleep Romi in my arms coughed slightly as the poison got filled into his lungs . He must've heard our arrival, his demeanor become rigid and I could see his shoulder blades going stiff.

I placed Romi on the bed , as I left to get our suitcases packed in our previous rooms. The perks of being in this room is first I get to show that bloody Bhavya , the bitch she is and secondly this one is bigger . So there is a room for Romi separately in the same room . Basically it's a suit. And I seriously don't know why would Rudra need a suit in his house.

Let him eat shit , if he wants .I don't care ? I just want him to love Romi and my life is happy . I stepped in my room to see 3 suitcases packed and kept neatly at a corner . Guess Gauri bhabhi has chosen my court to play this game .

This family is so foolish , one glance at Romi and you can say that he's a oberoi . But the dumbasses here think of them so highly and treat me as a loser. Come on bitches , the fun has just started . Your life's are becoming one of the hell . Also I can understand what havoc is Svetlana creating . Gosh I love her !

I slid the bags to my room, the wheels making a obnoxious sound that irked me alot . After 2 minutes I returned to my room to see Rudra picking pillows and blankets . Oh my dear husband.! you're sleeping on this bed , cuddling Romi and I will make sure that happens .

I could see a cigarette between his index finger and thumb . He wanders around the room puffing the smoke all around us . He puts his phone on charger , when he returns I just simply take cigarette out of his mouth and throws it into dustbin.
His fingers dug into my bare shoulders . I'm sure it will have marks, bet you Rudra singh oberoi if there is a mark . Tomorrow that Bhavya is put out of this house .

He hissed at me , blood going cold in certain areas . " Rudra you're hurting me."
" Really ! You hurt me too . I will make sure I hurt you more in future. " he hissed at me and pushed me against the door . His hands came in contact with my hair as I felt him tugging ag them . I felt pain as pins from my hairstyle pierced into my skull . I pushed him aside with force . " you're a coward , hitting your wife on the first night itself . What ? Rudra you've already done so bad in our life , that for once just be civilian" I shouted at him . My finger pointing to his face . He took a cigarette out of his pocket and lit it with a lighter . He turned and picked his pillow and blanket to move when I pushed him aside and ran with a jug towards the other room .

I just splashed jugs of water along with few mineral water bottle that were kept on side table . Sleep on the wet bed dear husband ! I passed him a smirk as he just shot me murderous looks .

You're dealing with soumya here ! Don't forget I just brought a hurricane in your life that turned it upside down. Don't force me to bring another tsunami.
Trust me ! I won't hesitate.

I opened the suitcase as I took out Romi's nightwears . Blue cotton pjs were his favourite one. I threw them at his face and pointed at Romi's sleeping figure .
" If you want Bhavya to drink her tea tomorrow without any poison in it , then do it without arguing ."

I took out some cotton shorts and plain Tshirt . I sat in front of vanity . Left my curls loose and ran a hand through them . I sigh left my mouth as some relief came from freeing them from that tight bun on top of my head . I took some wet makeup wipes and rubbed them on my face to just remove the layer of makeup on my face . I could see my dark circles once I was fresh as fruit . My once cheery face has lost its glow.

I went in washroom to change and when returned Rudra has indeed changed him into his PJ's . He looked at me then at my legs as he shook his legs .
It left my face in oo . I mean what ? Your Bhavya can wear bikini roam around the mansion and here he is shooking his head for I wore shorts to bed . Bloody motherfucker.

I crawled onto bed but not before I switching on a dim light since Romi is afraid of sleeping in complete dark room . I laid beside him as I thought of nice days .

" Do aryan's work on your own . I am not your fuckin servant that you'll can blackmail me and do things. " he barked from other side. I turned my face and cuddled into Romi .

" Exactly Rudra , you're not our servant that you are obliged to do this , you're his dad for fuck' sake . It's your responsibility. " I replied back meeting his temper .

He sat on the bed and pointed his finger at me " Just shut up ! " the resentment in his voice sent shiver down my spine . How can he not love his own blood . That's why I hate these Oberoi's . They boast so much about Oberoi brothers and oberoi family but here he can't even love his own son . Oberoi's ny foot !

" shut up ? Do you think he isn't your son ? Rudra one look at his eyes and lips and even a stranger can tell that he's your son. You'll be lying to yourself , to god and this fuckin universe if you deny the fact that Aryan isn't your blood." I yelped in pure agony . This is pure torture .

With his posture and continuous flinching ,I knew he wanted to say something but held back . Now that no one's here . He can't lie to my face .

He knows If i can go to the extent of sabotage his marriage and relation with that bitch than I can go to any extent if he lies in front of me .

" Fuck off ! soumya I don't have energy to deal with this chaos ." He yelled before turning his back to me and my baby . Heartless !

My patience has reached the peak . I blew up now . " Exactly Rudra that's what I did few years back . I fucked you and the direct result of that night is sleeping between me and you right now " By now my tears have turned into sobs. For a second I felt his eyes getting soften before they lost their warmth . This was all too much . I can't face him for now . Just get out of my sight for a while . For once god fulfilled my wish . He left the room within a swift , slamming the door raspingly . Beside me Romi flinched . I pressed him further into me before covering both of us with duvet . I kissed both his eyes , forehead and nose and all his face . " I love you my baby " I whispered before tears poured down my once chubby cheeks which are now shabby and have light cheekbones . 

Why can't I have happiness ? First my parents died? They left me loads of money that I wasted on a college to cross paths with a bastard called Rudra or my baby's daddy . Later ,I got married drunkenly. Next I got knocked up at the a very young age . Got into new college . When my baby bump started to show , I was bullied and regarded as SLUT. I met Laksh who was too good . When I finally got hold of my hidden family , happiness came .

But then one day ,Romi said " momma, what's daddy ? " I guess happiness and Soumya couldn't exist in same world . " I was watching cartoons where he said in his family he has his mom , dad and a sister "

" I also want a dad and sister " By then I knew my happiness no longer mattered to me , because the my life was my baby and he mattered , his happiness mattered . His smiles and laughs brought a sense of tranquility in my life .

But I guess this beast can't even care for a child . And I slept without the worries if he is smoking his lungs out , drinking liquor or even fucking Bhavya in next room.

Next morning when I opened my eyes at 10 , My arms weren't around Romi anymore . In fact I was facing the wall . The lack of heat on my back said he wasn't near me at all . When I turned right side , I saw Romi cuddling with Rudra . Even Rudra had an arm around him .

Both of them have the habbit of cuddling , Romi did inherit his father's cuteness and kindness but then Rudra is no more a person I loved . He is different and my only hope is from life is for Rudra to be his dad not just his father .

I checked my phone , a message popped on my screen

Softy Ji
All good ? (11:32)
Soumya ? (11:45)
Good night ?(12:00)
No replies ??(12:12)
Take care😍 (12:30)
Love you❤. (12:31)


I typed a quick reply . He is too caring and concerned. He loves Romi more than anyone in this world . He is so protective of us . It's good to know that someone cares for you , loves you and will die for you ; isn't it ? I just hope that someone was my better half . But the error of destiny that person isn't my dearest husband but his brother or my bestfriend , Laksh Kapoor or Laksh Oberoi shall I say ?

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