idk what's going on anymore but shawn mendes new song is fucking fireeee (has no relation to this chapter tbh)
also i will usually not provide a picture but i thought i would for Dr. Holland !!
CHAPTER SIX- FEELINGS FUCKING HURT
Kamden was awaken by the soft shaking of Holden the next morning around eleven thirty.
"Hey Dr. Holland will be here soon." Holden said as Kamden rolled on his back, yawning.
"15 more minutes?" Kamden grumbled.
"I was supposed to wake you up almost an hour ago."
"Ugh." Kamden groaned.
"Octavia tried to wake you up at 7 today, luckily she wanted to help me make breakfast." Holden sat on the edge of the bed.
"When will I stop feeling like I got hit by a truck?" Kamden rubbed his eyes sleepily.
"Soon Kamden, soon." Holden sighed sadly.
"Kamden, Dr Holland's here!" His mom yelled from downstairs.
"What the fuck? He shouldn't be here for 15 more minutes!" Kamden groaned.
"I'll find you clothing, go do whatever you need to do. Me and you are taking Max, Channing, and Octavia to the park around four." Holden said as he stood up and stretched.
"Ugh stop letting me agree to things the night before!" He groaned. He felt so empty and cold without Madden around. It really took a toll on him mentally and physically.
Kamden rolled out of bed and rinsed off his face and brushed his teeth. He brushed through his hair and decided that was good enough.
Holden had laid out a huge sweatshirt and a pair of basketball shorts that Kamden quickly got changed into. Holden had already disappeared off to wherever he left to.
Kamden made his way downstairs and stopped in the kitchen where his mom was.
"He's in the study room." She smiled. The study room was basically a big room with book shelves that held books and pictures. There was a huge table and a bunch of couches. The table had comfortable chairs that made sitting there and talking easier. The room was sound proofed on both sides so no one could hear anything coming out or going in.
"Hey Kamden." Dr Holland smiled.
"Hi Dr Holland." Kamden mustered a fake smile, sitting across from them.
Dr. Holland had brought Kamden's favorite thing from Chick-fil-a. A thirty piece nugget, a large fry, and a large Oreo milkshake. Dr Holland had his notebook and food in front of him.
"It's been a while since I've seen you. What's going on?" Dr. Holland asked, Kamden took a good swig of his milkshake before replying.
"It started with me running out of pills and not even realizing it until it was too late. I gave my boyfriends, well ex now, my virginity which I didn't regret before last night. Um I accidentally drank myself past drunk on Madden and I's two year anniversary. Um I found him cheating on me. He came over last night and told me it's been six months since he started cheating on me so he wasn't a virgin like he claimed to be. So Ive been doing fucking awesome." Kamden said with an emotionless expression. Dr Holland jotted something down quickly.
