6 months later.......
Me and Isaac has been going bad lately and i feel like i dont have that connection with him anymore.
I think i should tell him how i feel because i fell inlove with someone else.
"Isaac ?" I call into the livingroom.
"Yes?" He says walking in looking worried.
"I think we should take a break. The chemistry is not there anymore." I say grabbing his hand.
He doesnt say anything at first he just looks at me like he hates me .
Next thing you know he slaps me and starts yelling at me but i cant hear him because im still thinking about his ass slapping me .
"YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE LYRIC" he says pulling my hair.
"Stop Isaac." I yell trying to get away.
I cant leave his grip because its so tight on my hair.
He drags me to the bathroom and just hits me and he keeps hitting me until he lets me go.
I cant help but to wanna kill this nigga but i dont want him to hurt me so i put my clothes on and pack me some clothes and head towards the door.
"Im leaving"i say looking at him.
Before i can open the door he runs and pushes me to the wall.
"You will never leave me bitch ." He says spitting in my face.
I know this bitch ass nigga did not just spit in my face .
I dont know what came over me but i went into the kitchen and grabbed a knife and stabbed his ass in the arm.
"OUCHHHHHH" he says turning around
I shouldnt have done the because now he just kicks me in the stomach and keeps kicking me .
Knock knock
Someone came to the door and i just try to hurry up and answer it but he pulls into a choke hold.
"Go clean yo ass up before i beat your ass again" he says letting me go.
I run upstairs and start to clean myself up. I cant help but think about how bad i look.
My bottom lip busted and swollen, my eye black, and i have bruises all on my shoulders and my back.
I wish i can leave him and be with the man who makes me happy but i dont see that happening any time soon.....
"LYRIC BRING YOUR ASS HERE NOW" he yells
"Yes?" I say looking scared .
"Why do you wanna be done man" he says watching tv.
"The chemistry is not there anymore. You dont make me happy like you used to. Every since we left the hospital you have been very abusive and you havent been satisfying me anymore. I dont love you anymore. I want to be done and i just wanna be friends." I say looking down at the floor.
He gets up and grabs my neck and pulls me to the bedroom.
"I dont satisfy you nomore huh" he says throwing me on the bed.
"Get off of me isaac" i say trying to get up .
He rips my clothes off me and forces himself in me. I kick and scream but he continues to rape me.
"ISAAC STOP" i say crying
"GET OFF OF ME PLEASE" i say
"SHUT THE FUCK UP" he yells back.
I cant do anything anymore . I sit there numb and unable to move .
I just cry and stare at the ceiling thinking about how he ruined my life just now.
He cums on my stomach and gets up and leaves me .
I grab the cover and wipe the nut off of my stomach.
I sit on the bed and cry until i cant cry anymore.
I have to leave this place . I just have to.
I wanna text miracle but isaac took my phone when he left out the room.
He comes back in and yells
"THIS THE NIGGA YOU LEAVING ME FOR BITCH?" He says coming towards me.
"I can explain" i say jumping up.
"Explain what bitch? Explain that you have been cheating on me for 3 months." He says grabbing my arm.
"Let me go!" I say pushing him.
"Im gone kill you bitch" he says choking me hard.
I try to breathe but i cant . I bite his arm and that makes him let me go.
I run towards the door but he pushes me and i fall down the steps.
I cant move but i try to move when i seen him coming towards me .
I crawl to the door and he steps right in front of me and smiles before kicking me in the face.
Blood splatters everywhere and i loose conscious and i come back to normal.
"Lord please help me" i say before closing my eyes.
"Bitch he wont help you today" he says pulling me .
I have to leave this man but right now i dont think thats possible.
