BBS and Friends Smuts

uh - a/n

ya,,, so i've been dead for a bit

1st

thank you for 31k reads :) <3

2nd

im going to stop writing alltogether because im focusing on school a l o t

i literally dedicate 99% of my time to school and clubs lmao

im in junior year and its comng to an end so i have barely a year to get ready for college so im going to focus on that for a while as well as im trying to get a job

not only this, but i dont watch youtube that much anymore, it makes me big sad but i havent really been enjoying videos so i stopped watching pretty much everybody i used to on the daily like ashdog, ohmwrecker, n00b3, and narcolepticnugget (i actually stopped watching bbs and gbg a l o n g time ago :( )

i only really watch callmecarson and thats only every now and then

*if i get back into yt, depending on who i watch, i'll make a yt book

**or if i get back into my weeb animu stuff i might do that who knows

***my dms will always be open unless i delete this app (i dont plan on it but i will say if i do)

main idea is that im ending this book and im going to stop writing until further notice (?)

the rest of this is pretty much unimportant to the story but its more details about why i stopped uploading here

kinda an opinion i feel like you guys wont like/agree with but this is the main reason why i stopped updating this book and caring about it,,, but i feel like bbs changed a lot and i dont like them nor do i enjoy their videos

i feel like not only the channel (like uploading) but the person changed heavily and im not a big fan of the changes even if they are little

ex. (not bbs and no hate towards him but..) narcolepticnugget, he added an intro to his channel, he didnt have one before, in like november which i personally really h ate with all my soul and its kinda petty but it turned off any of my excitement for his videos (even though i could skip it) and it just ended from there.

the only people this doesnt go for is John/Kryoz and Ryan/Ohmwrecker

i have always loved both John and his videos, and Ryan and his videos so i dont dislike either but i've been too busy to watch any new vids or stay up to date

the newest thing i've seen was kugo's vlog when John and kugo and a few others began moving in together and thats it

i've also been a bit mentally,, eh?

probably gonna go to a therapist but i dont know yet

if you've read this far, thank you for wasting your time on my bs

if you just scrolled through all of this and see this note, me too and i dont blame you

peace peace; dm if you have any questions comments or concerns