Honestly

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Sometimes I told you I don't care,
Honestly I guess I do,
I told you to get lost, that I don't give a fuck about you,
Maybe deep down I honestly gives a fuck,
I told you to get out of my head and life but honestly I think I just cracked an expensive joke...
I act strong,
I act tough,
I act bold,
Honestly I'm loosing focus and I think I just realise the heck I just did...
I just realised I can't let you out of my sight for long...
Mostly I act strong and stubborn I must say but deep down I think I need help...
I look happy,
I Party hard,
Live like I don't care but
Honestly I need you to look me in the eyes and assure me I could trust you, I could count on you, that I could tell you anything...
I told you I'm going out with the guys but honestly the only place I want to be, is with you and I just wish you could ask me to stay...

I tell you I'm not hungry but all I want is for you to offer me dinner just with you..

I looked away when we met at the pool party but honestly you are the most beautiful I could see in there...

At the karaoke club I acted busy with my phone and didn't give you a glance through your performance but honestly the song still rings in my head word for word...

I guess I just need someone who wouldn't give up on me no matter what, I guess I need someone who sees the pain in my eyes even though I laught like a psycho...

I honestly need you to look me in the eyes and tell me 'honey you are overreacting! Just calm the fuck down and it's gonna be ok'
I honestly need love!

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