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Ahia gave me a dog today

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Ahia gave me a dog today. I was scared to touch her at first, but he said that he consulted my doctor first before he bought one. I named him Arian. Arena and Fabian. Yes. I know. Corny. Hahaha but I loved the dog ahia gave me. She was too sweet and very makulit.

I was playing with the dog when I suddenly stopped when ahia said something. Napansin niyang nawawala na ang mga pasa ko sa katawan. I didn't notice that and when I did, I saw that he was right. I only have a few left at my back that was why I was able to wear sleeveless now.

Maybe, it's because of the medicines I intake. My doctor changed my prescription. I think it's effective. My body's responding nicely to those medicines.


The next day, bumalik ulit ang ilang pasa sa mga braso ko

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The next day, bumalik ulit ang ilang pasa sa mga braso ko. Hindi ko rin alam kung bakit... I was starting to have hope again, Fabian... I thought I was getting better... but now I think I'm at my worst state.



 but now I think I'm at my worst state

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After chemo theraphy session. My doctor said that I was starting to lose weight again and like you've always noticed that those bags under my eyes are getting bigger. I thought I was getting better... but then, the medicine that I was intaking these past weeks suddenly had an effect on my body. It hurts so much. I couldn't sleep at night. 'Di makatulog kasi sobrang sakit ng buong katawan ko. Para akong pinapatay kahit buhay pa naman ako.

Minsan, hinihiling ko na lang... na sana 'di na lang ako magising. Kasi nakakapagod na... but everytime I'll look at that certain person in the corner of my room... all tired... full of hope... ayoko biglang sumuko. Nagkaka-pagasa ako. Kasi kung hindi ako sinusukuan ni Kuya... bakit ako susuko? Bakit ako mapapagod?

Ang unfair ko naman sa kanya. Napapagod siya. Nasasaktan. Nahihirapan din. Maging siya 'di na rin nakakatulog. He's always alert. Always at my side.

That's why I told myself that I will fight, because I'm not alone. Alesso's with me. I'll fight for myself. I'll fight this battle because I love him so much and I don't want to see Alesso sad. He's my only hope. He never failed to make me smile and he never once abandoned me. He's the best kuya ever, that's why I promised him that I will live.

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