Therapy

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3/28/19 Dear Diary,

   I am getting Small Platypus into therapy, he needs it bad. I never should've let him smoke that damn weed...I am a horrible mother...I love children, especially ones who come from nothing, like me. I have great empathy for them. Sammy grew up in an orphanage. After the fall of Maria, Kandari, Armin, Sora, and most everyone in my corps were on their own, scrapping around to survive. We lived in a church for a while. It was awful. I would sometimes sing at night to cope with the loneliness.
   Sammy isn't lonely, but he feels like nobody likes him, so he tries to be obnoxious to attract attention. He has the best ghetto accent ever, but he gets self conscious about it. He gets bullied, and even Armin has taken to calling him the "Ghetto Devil"... I mean, just because he has some issues he needs to sort out, doesn't mean they need to be so goddamn rude!
   ...I think Sammy has a thing for Jay, he talks about him non-stop, and always acts super girly whenever he is around. Though my son is only eight, he acts so much older.
   Therapy helped me sort out lots pf shit, and I'm hoping it will do the same for SP. I have adopted multiple children now, and I am hoping for that amount to grow. Kandari is fine with it. We have a nice home with plenty of bedrooms for them. And I have a heart that can spread for each of them. I love my children more than anything. I would give my life for any one of theirs in a heartbeat~
   ~Mikasa

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