I watch from 1 year later
For the very first time
She puts the blade to her skin
I watch
As the red materializes like magic.
What if I knew then?
I watch from 5 days later
You say that you're getting better
But I see
The small bandaid
That covers something so big
What if I was there?
I watch from a different country
Where she goes for the sake of leaving
i cry because I can't protect her
I cry because I never did before
What if the blade takes her away?
What if it does and i knew?
