I woke up feeling like a ticking time bomb. Angry didn't even begin to cover it—I was seething with a rage so intense it felt like it could consume me whole. The nightmare had dredged up memories I never wanted to relive, and the anger that followed was like a wild, uncontrollable beast inside me. I wanted to rip his head off, tear through everything in my path, and scream until my voice gave out. This was the angriest I'd ever been, and tears of frustration streamed down my face.
Why did I have to remember him now? Why couldn't I just have one moment of peace without being dragged back into the horrors of my past? It felt like happiness was a distant, unreachable dream, always just out of grasp. The world was suffocating, and I was trapped in a cycle of pain and anger that seemed endless.
In my turmoil, I felt something shift beside me on the bed. The sudden movement startled me, and I tumbled off the bed with a loud thud. "Oh my God, Daniel, are you alright? Are you hurt? Do we need to go to the pack doctor? Does it hurt badly? Oh God, you're not dying, are you?" David's frantic voice cut through my haze of rage and sorrow.
I couldn't help but laugh, despite everything. No one had ever been this worried about me before, and it was both bizarre and oddly comforting. "I'm fine, just a little out of it. Nothing to worry about," I managed to say, even though the concern in his eyes was evident. He hovered over me, his worry palpable.
"Daniel, if you're hurt, tell me. I don't want anything to happen to you," David pleaded, his voice laced with genuine fear and care. It was strange, this level of concern, but it was a relief to have someone care so much.
"I'm fine, I'm not in pain or anything. Don't worry," I reassured him, and he finally seemed to relax. We got up and began to get ready for breakfast.
David had prepared an impressive spread: eggs, bacon, pancakes, cereal, bread, jam, and peanut butter. I felt like a kid in a candy store, overwhelmed by the choices. I'd never been given an option like this before. My meals had always been limited to whatever scraps I could scavenge or steal.
"Cereal sounds nice. I've never had it before," I said, my excitement barely contained.
David's eyes lit up as he pulled out five different boxes of cereal. "Which one would you like to try, or would you like to try them all to see which one you like the most?"
My eyes widened at the array of options. "There's so many!" I exclaimed, astonished.
We settled on trying them all, and I was officially full for the first time in my life. Each cereal was delicious, but the Honey Nut Cheerios were otherworldly. They were sweet and crunchy, and I couldn't get enough of them. I'd never imagined food could bring such joy.
After breakfast, David suggested he show me around the pack. I was a bit nervous, but I didn't want to disappoint him. He'd done so much for me already, and I wanted to at least try to make a good impression.
As we walked through the pack territory, I couldn't help but feel a mix of apprehension and curiosity. The pack was large and bustling, with people moving about their daily routines. David introduced me to several members, each one welcoming and friendly. It was a stark contrast to the harsh environment I had grown up in.
David showed me the various facilities, including the training grounds, the healer's hut, and the communal areas. Each place was well-maintained and vibrant, a testament to the pack's strong sense of community. I tried to soak in everything, even though I felt a bit overwhelmed.
The day was long, but it was filled with new experiences and discoveries. By the time we returned to the house, I was exhausted but also grateful. David's kindness and patience were starting to chip away at the walls I had built around myself. I still had doubts and fears, but for the first time in a long while, I felt a glimmer of hope.
As we settled down for the evening, David's hand found mine, and he gave it a reassuring squeeze. "You did great today," he said softly. "I know it's a lot to take in, but we're in this together."
I looked at him, feeling a mix of emotions—gratitude, affection, and lingering apprehension. "Thank you," I replied, my voice filled with sincerity. "For everything."
David smiled, his eyes filled with warmth. "You're welcome, Daniel. We'll get through this. One step at a time."
As I lay in bed that night, I reflected on the day's events. The nightmares were still a haunting presence in my mind, but David's unwavering support was a beacon of light in the darkness. I knew the road ahead would be challenging, but with David by my side, I felt a sense of optimism that I hadn't felt in a long time.
The future was uncertain, and there were many battles left to fight, both internal and external. But for now, I was content to rest, knowing that I had someone who cared for me deeply. It was a small comfort, but in the midst of my turmoil, it was everything I needed.
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My omega boyxboy
Hombres LoboDaniel is the omega of his pack he was beaten, raped, and treated like nothing until he finally shifted for the first time and found that he was a black wolf the strongest wolf in any pack, on that day he found his mate, will his mate reject him bec...