I close the vault within my mind
And let the memories dance inside
Of happiness, anger, love and despair
All kept silent, twirling around
Within the confines
Known as my mind
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I hear them screaming
The wailing is unbelievable
The red is suffocating
The need is inhumane
I hear them laughing
The cackles are deafening
The lights are blinding
The high is wild
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I breathe in the sweet toxic fumes
Of my so called emotion
My eyes light up
My heart swells
I feel faint
I feel weightless
I feel like
I've experienced cloud nine
The blissful aroma is sickeningly delicious
Like one thousand honey jars
I close my eyes and rest my head
On my soft pillow in a lucid dream
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I breathe in the untraceable scent enveloping me
I cannot place it
It smells melancholy
It smells weak
Unable to move on
My eyes droop
My shoulders fall
I feel a strange state of relaxed restlessness
I feel weighed down
The weight of the world on my shoulders
I feel like I don't have the energy to smile
This wavering wafting scent
Kicks the sweet one out of my head
All I know is this aroma
I've turned into Sisyphus
Thanks to this comforting perfume
I close my eyes and rest my head
On a soaked, teary pillow
In a beautiful nightmare
