My name is Snow, i have a very complicated life which very hard to go on and everything change, from the night in my dream. A sweet sweet dream. I lose my father when i was just 12 years old, I lost myself since that day, I lost every things from that day! I get involve in a complicate life which make my life miserable, which make myself hate my surrounding. I just get in a life which i hope for but it change a sudden.
I have to try my best to work as double spy to save my family together, as i can say i just a kid and have to work as adult duties.
My dad was being nag by my mum and whenever he need to go out, he have to bring me, that's wasn't a good thing. During that time my dad will go out with his bad buddies to ktv, pub and night club. That's bad! Every times I have to be question for a few hours when I got back, i remember once i was quite angry with my dad and i tell my mum i will never go out with dad, as i saw him hand touching the woman in between leg, down to the cunts.
My family have all argument, as a kid i always learn not to lie of anything from my parent, but adult is so complicated, as they always ask kid don't lie but when they want us to tell their opp different story they will always tell us all excuses, to lie in different manner. Example: (daddy never asks you to lie, (just) ask you don't say these things), mummy never asks you to lie, this is a white lie). My dad is a sweet talker because he have to work a lot on his sale talk in order to sell his fish, he is an educated type of guy with complete of secondary (60years ago Singapore). My mum is a don't know anything woman which no knowledge, no education, no thinking of future, all depend on husband and son, a traditional Chinese woman, but like to act she have money to buy jewellery, and spend all allowance, which i hate most. When i grow up i start to understand what they mean. That's what growing up stage.
