As my previous states, i was a top 10 student. I have a lot of good positive friends which surround, friends which will encourage and give good energy to you; i felt life change for the best. during my secondary i was top 5 student in my level, i have earn more than any of my family member achieve, but my family only given negative words.
Sometimes i feel human being always have hatefulness in each other, and it's hard to teach and understand each other. Especially when you have met someone with can't get what you have and plan on hurtling you.
i have been drop to bottom in my studies, from top 5 to bottom 5. I never love school, i never attend school, i start to work in restaurant, sales (in various different types), start to have bad buddy surrounding. Whenever there are bad buddy, there are bad stuff coming up, with drug, sex, fighting.
The darkness is surrounding me. Where ever i go there is these drug and sex, nothing is going to leave.
