"Are you ready? " he breathes in anger slowly unbuttoning his shirt.She looks at him in horror,feeling uneasy and terrified as she knows what is going to happen next. She whimpers in fear and closes her eyes not letting him see her tears.As tears meant weakness and he enjoyed seeing her getting weak.
"Speak,god dammit"he shouts at her.
Terrified and helpless she answers No...N-o... stammering in fear as tears betrays her and rolls down her beautiful grey dull eyes.He looks at her,with wide open glaring eyes as his face is flustered with disappointment and anger.He moves slowly towards her with half unbuttoned shirt revealing his tan chest.He roughly pulls her hair and brings his mouth closer to her face,she winces in pain as his grip tightens. He whispers under his gritted teeth" What did u say?"
I- I said N-o-o.she mumbles tears continue to make there way down her pale cheeks as sobbing noises emerges from her throat.His upper eyelids raised in a stare,lips tightly closed with the red margins of the lips becoming more narrow.She could feel his fist clench not knowing whether it was coming for her or not.And,then her eyes widens in terror as she sees his fist coming closer to her face.
Her world darkens.....Silence forms her world.
Beep Beep Beep**
Shes awake she is panting heavily still laying down on her bed staring at the white ceiling above her to calm herself down.It's a nightmare again same nightmare which she's been having since five years from now. Her nightmares changes but most frequently she sees him ,the only person whom she wants to forget forever.Slowly,she comes out from her warm bed and walks towards the bathroom running the shower she takes off her sweaty clothes keeping them aside she washes her hair and body,gently applying fargarent body wash. She silently cries for failing once again to forget him and the uncanny memories he gave it to her. She controls her scream of frustration as she doesn't wants her brother to hear her.Years of pain and endurance, now seems like she is getting tired as pain doesn't seem to leave.She is tired of trying because each day is becoming harder and harder for her,she is afraid and lonely so she decides to end all her sufferings today.She has made up her mind that she is going to end her life and for that she needs to follow her plans carefully to make it work.She's been this way since five years she hasn't found her way back shes tired of living such life where she's not free. She has become a person who is made up of thoughts,memories,past and nightmares which she doesn't appreciates. She wasn't like this before ,she wasnt. He broke her so badly that her old life itself misses her. He destroyed her compeltely and there is no way she could go back to living her life like a normal person without any fear of someone watching her or again going back to making her life like a living hell.She is so done with the hiding thing for, how long is she going to hide? One day he is going to find her and take her back with him to make her give in to his demands. She had it enough now she wants to be free ,truly free from this captive and so she decides to end her life today.
