No Smoking! - tracob

five: international daddy

"my daddy likes you twoye"

"yeah yeah sure likes"

"no troye!"

5:00 PM

Saturday, waiting "the international daddy" to arrive

"That is daddy's caw!" Charles announced very loudly. "Good, cause he is late" I do one mean comment and Charles already looks angry at me and squeezes my hand harder. Oopsie... He's gonna tell his dad. Why can't I control myself? Its finally Friday.

Wow...Jacob is looking fine as fuck. An oversized leather jacket, a mustard yellow beanie and a tight tank top. "Well hello! Okay, lets go boys."

"Daddy you awe late! Twoye is mad now, apologize!" Jacob just looks at him. The tables have turned and Charles is on my side. Jacob anxiously plays with the lighter in his pocket. What should I do? He is late so...maybe he should apologize. "Charles lets go, okay?" now Jacob is fake laughing an trying to escape from the situation. "No!"

"Well shit... Troye I know I'm late and I'm kinda sorry about it... I a-apologize I guess" Jacob says and takes Charles' hand and tries to pull him away. We start walking to the car. Then Charles grabs my hand and stops. "Daddy you have to hold Twoye's hand too cause he's ouw guest, wight daddy!" Charles demands. Jacob looks at me and takes carefully my small hand compared to his. "Happy now?" Jacob asks Charles. "Vewy happy thanks dada."

I feel Jacobs hand getting really sweaty and hot. "Feels kind of nice to hold both of you in my hands, a little family" Jacob says and starts holding my hand properly. I'm BLUSHING! No no... he will notice my blush I bet. "Troye, are you okay? You haven't said anything yet so far. Also you look a bit red?" Jacob asks nicely but it gives me pressure.

"I'm to-totally fin-...e and its j-just hot in here" I embarrassed myself by stuttering again. "Troye you are not this shy?"

I decided to kind of tell the truth "I am just scared cause I don't want to disappoint you or Charles and two days with Charles in your own home sounds like a big terrifying challenge. Right now I'm thinking every possible scenario in my head, that is why I am quiet." Jacob started laughing and then opened the car doors.

"Troye I... Charles like you the most and you seem like a great nanny. Just relax you can always call me, okay" he said and padded my shoulder.

6:30 PM

In Jacobs apartment

"Okay guys I think my taxi came. I'm leaving to the airport now so Charles have fun, I love you darling... and you, Troye relax." Then I heard the front door closing. As soon as the door banged shut Charles started sobbing.

"No no! Did daddy leave?" Charles became worried. "Yes, he did but don't worry Charles because two days and he'll be home with you again. These two days we will have fun and play all day long."

4:30 PM

On Sunday suffering at the grocery store

"Charles do not run! You can run outside but not in the store or on the parking lot!" He is so energetic it's crazy. All though he is a true sweetheart. Their house is so glorious. It's a small apartment but full of expensive vintage shit. I sleep with Charles in Jacob's king sized bed cause hah I do not have a girlfriend. His bed smells like fucking roses and soap. So good! And the bathtub is everything.

"Twoye can I have ice cweam?" Charles asked sweetly and hugged my leg. His adorable smile is a strong weapon. "No, cause we ate candy yesterday" I have rules and I think it's good for kids to understand.

"Stupid! Dada always gives me sweets and ice cweam when I ask nicely!"

"Charles. I'm not Jacob do you understand and we can cook together tonight okay? Something really yummy" I tried to calm him down. He gets upset always quite quickly. "Yeah I wanna cook with Twoye. But I don't know how daddy never cooks."

"I'll teach you if you behave."

9:45 PM
While in Paris

It's hot, I don't like it I feel like shit. My head hurts and I wanna go home and read Charles to sleep and just eat good food and maybe watch football. I hear people criticizing me.