chapter 100
"you make me fall apart"oh my god.
how your words
still make me tremblei wonder
if you have any ideahow much you
make me cryand oh my god
how your wordingtraps me
i stand there in fear
of losing you
againand i am still waiting
for you to come backcause part of you
is still goneand i am scared
of the factthat my baby
is goneand i will never
accept thatbecause i promised myself
you would be different.so when you talk to me
now the air has changedand i choke on my words
because you rob meof the idea of you
over and over againi shake
in paranoiafor saying i love you
i ruined things
for usoh my god
don't you seei fall apart
when i think of youand every time
you step closer to memy heart
beats fasterin ecstasy
i smilecause i see your face
a complexion of familiarityand when you are
eye to eye
with mei cry
cause i see your soul
a concoction of miseryand you are
making me so fragilean energy
vampirei step back.
i am no longer
what you desire.-a.m {30 march 2019}
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gone with the wind
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