The Bittersweet Love

White Wall

Taeyeon is still staring at the white door of her old penthouse, it's been a long time since she actually been there. She came from a meeting this morning, and after she had her lunch an unexpected
reason her all afternoon schedule was all cancel.

And now she's in front of the door that once she's shared with her.

She even don't know what the hell she is doing right now and there are so many things running in her head, but then she still finally open the door.

Taeyeon slowly walk inside of her old penthouse with full of memories!

She is still amazed of the white wall, that she will never get tired of admiring it. It was her favorite color. she silently thought to herself.

"I miss this!" Looking around the same white interior of the house, still the same as she remembered the last time she had been there and saw the house!

Taeyeon unknowingly smile reminiscing every moment she spent
time with her, and every corner of the house is just only reminding her of their happy moments together.

After a couple of minutes of admiring her house, Taeyeon felt thirsty and she entered her kitchen, she immediately saw nothing, except the bottles of wine, at her bar station, it was spotless.

Taeyeon made her way to her room with the bottle of wine in her
hand.

She sat at the chair near the window, and unscrewed the cap of the wine and pour some to her glass, she smells the wine before she drank it, the smell of the wine is always giving her a relax sensation, after a couple of glass she finally placed her glass of wine back to
the table, and wandered over to her room, she noticed that some of her pens and pencils are still in its place.

Taeyeon remembered something and immediately went over to her
bed and pulled up the mattress and then she grabbed her sketchpad. She always put it there after she sketch something that she don't want anyone to see what she just drew.

With a smile on her face, Taeyeon began to open it and all she could see are the memories of her. She flipped the pages one by one until she came to the last of her drawings and the next pages are all empty pages that she had not yet filled up. Once she finally got to the end Taeyeon closed her sketchpad and put it back under her bed.

The truth is Taeyeon had almost forgotten about her heartbreak, how every nights she spent crying on the bathroom floor and the days she spent not feeling like isn't enough. It does not grow or expand her to hold onto that such painful thoughts, so she let them
go.

She learned something, she learned not to assume things, she learned not to assume that even it is more than a year now that they spent time together, made memories together and took photos of each other against that white wall, it will never happen again.

In reality, only one of them will never care about that day.

In reality, only one of them will flinch when they see that white wall again.

At some moment she's thinking if the other person will forget it never happened, or maybe she's just assuming that their memories would be the same for her!

She already know about the cruelty of time. That it's impossible for the person who she knew her the best to eventually know nothing at all.

She learned how bad heartbreak can hurt. All of a sudden she'll be relating to a sad love songs and feeling like such a chump.

Most importantly, she know that in the end, she lose everything!

A years had almost passed but the pain she had gone through is still the same.

And now, thinking about her past, she miss the only girl that she had loved.

"I miss you, I really do miss you." Taeyeon didn't notice that she was
crying.

At this moment, her sadness is taking over her entire being!

Taeyeon lie down her back at the bed, she didn't eventually enjoy the wine, but it is still has an effect on her, so Taeyeon decided to close her eyes for a minutes.

But didn't she know, she deeply fell asleep!

Taeyeon stirred in her sleep and when she open her eyes she realized now that it is a little dark in her room.

"I think I over sleep this whole afternoon." She told to herself.

Taeyeon scan her surrounding and then she notice something strange, there is a light coming outside her room.

'I don't even remember that I turn on any lights.' She think to herself carefully, and then she hear a sound of metal clicking, it's coming from the kitchen, Taeyeon immediately sit up and stay in the bed.

Taeyeon closed her eyes again and listening to the sound.

'It is really a sound of metal.'

'It was impossible to have someone now in my kitchen.;

Taeyeon remained in her bed. 'Am i hallucinating right now?' She
silently thought.

know this building is secured and the security guard only allow a
person to enter my penthouse with the list of people that give them!'

'And only gave them a one name!'

'A fucking one named '

"Jessica Jung Sooyeon...... "

"And it is impossible that she in my kitchen right now!" Taeyeon smile to herself and hold her head, because thinking all those stuff,

Again Taeyeon close her eyes and I listen carefully.

'There is really someone in my kitchen, and I ' am sure of it!'

'It is impossible that it was her' Taeyeon deny to herself again, because it was really impossible that it is Jessica Jung.

Taeyeon stood up and walk slowly to the kitchen.

Taeyeon heart began to pump more and more crazily every step that she take and there is a familiar strange warmth feeling that spreading all over to her entire body.

And when her eyes reached the corner of the kitchen to witness who it is?

The familiar warm feeling was all gone and only to be immediately replaced with a shiver all over her body when Taeyeon saw who it was.

As always it take her breath away for a second!

She stood straight, her eyes is all wide open as she saw Jessica, and from that moment Taeyeon surrounding turns black and all she could see is Jessica in a slow motion.

Taeyeon silently observed Jessica, she was pouring a hot drink in a mug, and turn to her left to bend down a little to taste something.

'Jessica is cooking in my kitchen' Taeyeon remember the old time, how Jessica cooked for her!

'Is this a Deja vu?'

'Maybe was just dreaming!'

'Right, maybe!' But it wasn't a damn dream! tt was real, Jessica Jung Sooyeon is here!

Taeyeon remain standing at the corner near the kitchen.

Taeyeon think she was zooming out for a while. Her mind still not yet functioning, 'What the hell is she doing here?'

Taeyeon hear a loud gasped and the she could see Jessica's eye
widen open in shock when she saw her.

"T-Taegoo..."