STUCK (TordTom)

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No One's P.O.V

"Tord, put me down." Tom murmured but the younger ignored him and just continued walking to the car. Tord wore no expression whatsoever. He was just listening to the Brit's yelling and accepting all the punches and kicks that was thrown at him.

He understands how Tom was feeling and why he was acting in such a way. He was confused, hurt, and surprised.

'He must have been this horrible at that time...' Tord thought as he scolds himself mentally.

When they got inside the car Tord threw Tom on to the passenger seat making the other groan in pain. Tom glared at Tord as the other got inside the car. Locking all doors and windows.

"What the fuck is up with you?!" Tom shouted, his tears still rolling down his face. He continued sob as Tord just kept staring on the wheel, gripping onto it as if he was angry. He wasn't though...

"I- I still wanted to talk to him.." Tom mumbled as he brought his knees to his chest, hugging it tightly before hanging his head low. Tord just kept his mouth shut, not wanting to upset the elder even more. Tord inhaled and exhaled deeply before turning to look at Tom. He watched how Tom's chest was rising slowly as he breathes. His sobs ringing in Tord's ears and his tears were tainting on his blue hoodie.

Tord couldn't help but give the other a pained expression. Tom had been through a lot.. He pulled Tom in a gentle hug, feeling the elder's warmth as Tom nuzzled into his chest, finally giving in into the hug and crying.

Tord begun stroking Tom's hair and shushing him in a very soothing tone. When it seemed like Tom's sobs were slowly disappearing. Tord smiled as he watched Tom slowly calming down.

"You've been through a lot. Those tears that rolled down your face... I want to take it away. The saddened expression you've shown me... I want to take it away. I want to take all your pain away. But do I even have the right to do so?.. I mean... I've also given you that expression before." Tord whispered loud enough for Tom to hear.

He tightened his grip on Tom as he laid his head on to Tom's, "But you still managed to put yourself back together all by yourself. I honestly thought that.. You'd keep waiting for me because you rely on me. But when I came back to you being engaged. It honestly... Enraged me. I wanted to capture you and hide you somewhere so hidden that you'd only have to look at me." He admitted and chuckled.

Tom was only listening, although he really wanted to slap the younger across his face but he just couldn't.

"I love you so much and I hate how I can't so anything for you to smile back at me again because I know I broke your heart and I lost your trust. But believe me.. I'm trying.." Tord's voice was starting to grow lighter and his strong and firm voice was not heard.

"T-tord.."

"You've already wasted too many tears through everything. I'm really astonished... You really are amazing for still making it this far. But..." Tord paused as he breathed in and exhaled quietly.

"Please give it a rest, Tom."

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"Why are you here?" Tafira spat as she leaned on the door frame while glaring at the person in front of her. Eduardo gave her a smirk, "Hey there, Zi's ex. Why the frowning face?"  the other asked and chuckled. Tafira rolled her eyes at the guy, "What the hell do you want?" she hissed.

Eduardo held his hands up in the air, "Come on, I came here for Tom and it surely has nothing to do with you." Eduardo said as he took out his phone to dial the other. Tafira thought for a second, "Wait." she said making the other look up to her.

"He's not here right now. He's with my brother."

Eduardo's expression darkened, "Brother?... Tord!? Why is he with your brother? What the hell are you planning--"

"You knew about everything, didn't you?" Tafira interrupted. Eduardo jolted up as he forms a fist. He bit his lip in guilt as he closed his eyes and breathed deeply, "I- I was told not to say it... And I'm scared.." he murmured. Tafira stared at the man, both were still and stiff.

"You must be scared of hurting him again and again. But you didn't have a choice. Well, what about now?"

Eduardo looked up to Tafira, "What do you mean?"

"Judging from your physical reactions. Something bad happened between the two of you.. Was it that bad?" Tafira asked.

Eduardo grew quiet for some time before finally answering with, "Very bad. But I know I deserve it."

Tafira laughed, "Yeah, same. I was acting oblivious all along when really.. I know everything."

"You didn't tell him Zi just had his heart surgery yesterday, huh?"

"He doesn't have to know anymore."

Eduardo stepped back, "What?! Are you--"

"Zion told me that he wanted the surgery to be hidden from Tom. I only respected what he wanted. Plus, I also think it's what's best for Tom because he really needs to move on from him now." Tafira finished before looking at something passed Eduardo.

"Tord's parking the car behind you right now." Tafira interrupted as she pointed at the car that was parking in front of the house. Tord got out and proceeded to walk to the other side of the car. Opening the door for Tom.

The two walked to the house while keeping their mouths shut and their eyes on the ground. Both looked really worned out. Eduardo was about to call out to Tom but Tafira tapped his shoulder. Eduardo whipped his head to the woman and Tafira shook her head at him.

He knew Tafira told him to leave them be for now but he just couldn't...

When the two passed by them. Eduardo hung his head low when suddenly Tom stopped and turned to him. The other could see the tired look in his eyes and the bags under them were visible as ever.

Eduardo reached out slowly to Tom's hand, "T-tom.. I.." he was cut off when Tom suddenly held his hand. Eduardo gasp as he looks up to the Brit. Tom gave him a scarred smile and whispered, "Not now..." before continuing inside of his house.

Tafira and Eduardo were left exchanging glances at each other. They probably should just leave the two alone. So they walked away from the house. Probably going to catch up with things.

Inside the house Tord walked Tom to his room and laid him on the bed.

"I'll be staying here for the night. But I won't bother you. You may come down as you please." Tord said and kissed Tom's forehead before walking to the door.

"I'll be downstairs if you need me." Tord finished before closing the door and leaving Tom by himself.

Tom closed his eyes for a moment before looking over to the side and there he saw his blue luggage.

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Suddenly Tord was woken up by a sudden chill creeping up his spine. He looked around the living room before calling out to Tom. He didn't get an answer.

He could hear Tom's alarm clock going off but he felt that it was odd for Tom to leave it like that. He knew the elder too much. So worried he sprint up the stairs and opened the door to Tom's room. When he opened the door.. He wasn't there anymore.

He began trashing around the room, opening up every shelf in the cabinet. None of Tom's clothes were present and some of his belongings were gone.

He left.

Tord walked over to the shelf beside the bed and turned off the alarm. He suddenly felt his knees giving up so he dropped on the floor, staring at the floor like he was out of the world.

Maybe he really wasn't able to save Tom... He was such a coward.

~End~