AYYYYYYY WHAT UP!!! IT'S YA FAVOURITE CLOSET TRANS FUCK!!!!
this is just a feel good MTF and FTM book full of art (not mine tho lol) and other tips and shit : )
this book is kinda just for me and so I have a place where I can put some random screen...
so I have a VERY interesting 'story time' for you guys today (which I will start writing as soon as my eyes stop leaking)
lets start from the beginning, around one and a half hours ago.....
I was sitting on my ass watching trans people tell coming out stories (lol what are you doing right now?) when I remembered what my therapist said to me.....
"you can either stick to our plan and write your parents a letter explaining that your transgender or if you find the perfect time one the weekend you should tell them then"
(btw it's Sunday, so yeah, the frickin' weekend)
I didn't see how now would be a good time to just walk over and say "hiYa tHeRe pAreNts! I aM a TraNs bOy" so I didn't do shit
about half an hour pasted when my mum comes up to me and tells me, AND NO, I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP,
"hay! there is a transgender rights rally thing at Hollis park! wanna go?"
now you may not know this but Hollis park is LITERALLY ACROSS THE ROAD,,,
O U T S I D E M Y F U C K I N G H O U S E
LIKE FATE, WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!
not even fucking kidding look,
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ANYWAY,,, me and my parents head across the road and watch some people talk or sing (like there were a bunch of singers and some trans comedians and stuff)
so there was this dude and he was telling this funny story about him explaining to his little cousin what being trans is.
He had the trans flag on his top and he had one of those giant LGBT+ flag things he used as a came but it was, agin, the trans flag
and I just thought to myself "....... wait a second...."
AND IT WAS AT THAT MOMENT I REALISED I FUCKED UP
~DRAMATIC FLASHBACK TO THREE WEEKS AGO~
recently I just got one of the walls in my room made in to a chalk wall (a wall you can draw chalk on and rub off easily) and I had a bunch of chalk
some green chalk.. some purple chalk.... and... SOME WHITE, BLUE AND PINK CHALK AS WELL
and in a FANTASIC MOMENT OF REALISATION AND IDIOCY MY TINY FUCKING BRAIN CAME UP WITH A MASTER PLAN
plan:
"my parents don't know shit about the LGBTQ+ community and they sure as hell don't know the trans flag so if I were to draw it REALLY BIG, ALL OVER MY WALL they would never question it nor will they ever see it at a trans rights rally across from my park three weeks later and ask me about it"
so I drew a big ass trans flag on my wall and for three weeks they had no idea what it was, and they also never asked what it was (but they both saw it)
~FLASHBACK TO THE PRESENT~
I just sat there and realised "oh shit, they both saw the flag drawing on my wall and now they are seeing here... if they have any comes scenes they will figure shit out quickly... fuck.."
so I had until the guy finished talking to figure how to come out to my parents, about less than a minute
okay so the rest of the story is just me kind of panicking and all three of us crying a lot IT WAS EMOTIONAL AF
but basically, they totally accepted me and they are going to buy me a binder and call me Jordan so FUCKING YAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY
AHHHHH THAT WENT SO WELL OMG
but THANKS FOR READING I WILL UPDATE SOONISH OR SOMETHING OKAY BYYYYEEEEE!!!!!!
