idontwannabeyouanymore. Jeon Jungkook

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"s-shut up, please."the boy curled his fists into a ball as he cries.

"i won't, until everyone leaves you. your mom, your dad, and your girlfriend."

this was happening everyday since he was 15, he kept hearing voices in his head. it was his other self named jeongguk.

"i said shut up!" he yelled

"you mess with me? this will get worse and worse everyday until you finally made the rightful decision. killing yourself."

jungkook had eyebags, cuts, and swollen eyes. he can't sleep. but this time the voices stopped for a day.

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he asked his girlfriend, y/n to come over, he was about to confess everything that was happening to him. cutting himself, hearing voices and not sleeping. he knew y/n would understand

"hey kookie, you okay? you seem tired."

"actually, i have something to tell you."

he rolled up his sleeved. and there revealed his wounds.

her eyes widened and hugged him.
"yah! why were you cutting yourself?!"

"c-cause, s-someone was telling me so."
he started crying.

"what a crybaby."

"don't do that! please, don't listen to them, don't leave me."she said while looking at his eyes.

she cupped his cheeks and wiped his tears.
"come on, let's buy your favorite, lamb skewers!" she said while trying to lit up the mood.

he smiled slightly.
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"mhmm delicious!" y/n said
"yeah."

"enjoy, while it lasts jungkook." the voice came back.

his head starts to ache. again.
"yo, kook, let's go home. you need some rest."

"o-okay."
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jungkook hugs y/n, he tried to wash everything off cause of y/n.

"go to sleep kook." she smiled
"you too jagi."

"sleep forever.."