ALL IN OUR TIME

chapter 11

After the swim we were tired but we did enjoy it the feeling of being kids again was there but there was something more in it we both knew it in a short time i came to realize that some feeling can never go away but can just be dormant waiting for a moment fot it to be free my mind wonders as we both lay in the sand as what could have happened if we didn't separate all those time i didn't even realize i was staring at him for a long time until i heard him calling me

is there something in my face? you have stared at me for a while now  Josh asked there's nothing

i was just thinking

about what?

about you about now and if i have always been like this that i just didn't realize it till now that i am so near you again i answered 

he sat up his face seems full of emotions 

i looked at him straight in the eyes and said i think i might have feelings for you after i said that i turned away embarrassed on what i said and kind of scared to see his reaction i tried to brush it off as it was nothing and i was about to stand up when i felt a hand on my shoulder i sat down again and felt a hand to my face he was trying to make me face him

and when i saw his face josh was smiling like he won a lottery or something and said i think i might have feelings for you as well.

we closed the gap on each other and kissed like it was our first time well it is kind of our first time i really got to stop thinking like this I felt his tongue asking for an entrance so I opened we exploring each other mouth he tasted so good i felt him push me into the and his body on top of me i started exploring his body we ending the kiss as we where gasping for air we stared at each other's eyes his forehead resting on mine you have beautiful i like how brown they are i blurted out realizing how embarrassing what i said i covered my face josh chucked removed  my hand and kisssed me gently on my lips and said i like your eyes too my face grew red and i hugged him hiding my face on the nick of his neck he hugging me back i just noticed now that we are both shirtless from swimming it felt natural somehow and nice

so what does it mean for us now  

well it means that can i finally ask you out on a date josh answered i looked at him and for a long time in my life i felt i was in the right place.

then my phone rang 

i sighed and reach for my phone it was chara

hello ,yes ,okay we will be there

what did she say josh asked?

it seems we got a visitor 

so it means vacation is over he sadness all over his face

yup come on you still own me that date he got up and held my hand 

come on let's get dressed first and we meet our guest