Zariah POV
Jay father: Wait Wait wait *laughter* You killed somebody😂
"Oh my god yess I did twice anyways and he take the blame for me"
Jay father: Guess you not so damn innocent.
"Humph"
Jay father: Meet me to my house I'll text the address to Jay number so we don't have to discuss this over the phone.
"Okay thank you"
Jay father: Anything for my son and daughter in law.
Call ended
I pulled up to the address and walked up to the door but was stoped by security. They did some walkie talkie bullshit and Mr. Jarvis came out to the door.
Jay father: Heyyy long time no see you get tall since last time I see u
"Ha barely"
Jay father: Come in
When I walked in his mansion it had a strong weed smell and a bunch of strippers. I wonder what is like to smoke weed. I shake away my thoughts and follow to his office.
Jay father: Okay explain
"Okay do it had this girl name amber which is who get killed and she was always messing wit me and she used to get her ass beat every damn time. But that day she had come in the house and she was trying fuck jay and I was hearing their conversation. And he was telling her no and eventually he pull his gun so she could back off. I had hate tha girl so baddd. I wanted to just kill her. But she had pull me down and my back still hurting but I not paying attention to it cuz it have more important things right now. And then I just kill her.
Jay father: Okayy where's the body?
"I don't know 🤷ðŸ½â€â™€ï¸ jay got rid of it"
Jay father : So who called the cops?
"Maybe a neighbor ...uhh.. I don't know"
Jay father: Don't worry I'll have my people handle it he'll be home tomorrow morning and I suggest you leave Leianna at your mom house so she don't be looking for him.
"Okay thanks"
Jay father: No problem.
I went home and called my mom.
Mama: hello?
"Can you keep lei lei all night please"
Mama: Sure good night love you
"Love you too bye"
Mama: Bye
I hung up my phone and put it on the charge then set it on the night stand.
I took off my shoes and my socks and took my shower then checked my phone.
🌊 Oceann babieee🥰🤞ðŸ½
5 iMessages
I unlocked my phone
Yo wyaaaa
I passed by after I left Chris to tell u what happened but you wasn't home
I had fun dudee
He cool he could me my bae🥰😌🤞ðŸ½
Lol hear uuuu but I was out doing some stuff sorry bout tha.
Oh okay it's cool
Yeah ttyl I going sleep
K byee
Byee
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I locked my phone and put it back down and stared at the ceiling and got lost in my thoughts.
I guess I'm all alone tonight since Ma signed up for that traveling nurse thing and Leianna by mama. Maybe I should just call somebody and tell them what's going on. Nah I wanna keep it to myself people can't be trusted no matter who it is.
I picked up my phone and watched Netflix til I fell asleep. I woke up around 10 and did my hygiene. I went downstairs and watched tv I didn't have an appetite to eat anything. All I could think about is what Jay might be going through right now for something he didn't do. I should be the one in there not him. I heard and phone ringing and checked my phone but it wasn't mine. I picked up Jay's phone and saw his dad calling and answered.
"Hello"
Jay's Father: Hey um... I have bad news...
I already felt the tears coming
"Like what?" My voice got shaky
Jay's Father: We couldn't get him out I'm sorry Zari
"I- i- it's okay y-you tried"
I hung up the phone,I grabbed a couch pillow and hugged it as I cried. I couldn't do this I couldn't do any of this. I got up and went up to our bedroom I went into the drawer and I moved out of my moms house. I went into the bathroom and opened the razor. If he being beaten half to death,imma bleed half to death.
*Cut*
What if he never get out because of me?
*Cut*
What if he hate me for this?
*Cut*
What if he get out and you not here, he gonna be devastated? What about Leianna?
I dropped the razor and slid down on the bathroom wall and cried hysterically. My blood was dripping on my clothes and on the floor. I picked the razor up and stared as my blood dripped off the razor. I cut all the way up to my forearm. I sat on the bathroom floor for a while dazed. Feeling blank. I picked up the razor again and cut my thigh, I cried out in pain but I just wanted it to stop. I put the razor to my throat ready to cut,but I stopped. I can't kill myself my baby gonna grow up without her mom or with a step mom and I don't want that .I got up and took a shower with warm water to stop the bleeding then went back to bed. I'm supposed to be in school but I don't want anyone seeing me like this. Let them think what they want I don't give a fuck but not a damn soul need to know what's going on. After laying down for a while I got up and put on an outfit.
