Hell || JeongChan {completed}

Chapter 9: Feel Bad

I guess im gay for him.

for Yang Jeongin.

but i cant take it seriously, i might get hurt. and, he doesnt even like me. just as a friend or a brother.

"Hyung, are you okay? you've been staring at the floor for too long. Is there a monster on the floor?" Jeongin snaps me out of my thoughts and i shake my head, "Nothing. I was just thinking of the practice later."

"Nervous much? I'm excited though." Jeongin laughs at me, "yah why are you laughing?"

"You're face looks like a lost puppy looking for its owner." I glare at him and continue eating. "Dude, its 8:23, hurry up eating Jeongin."

"Yes mother." Jeongin pouts and i smiled. But internally, i fucking love his pout and I wish he likes me back...

"Don-"

"Bathe and change clothes." Jeongin crosses his arms and pouts again on the way to the bathroom with his clothes

I'm already done taking a bath and already changed my clothes so.. Wait is there a dryer here?

i search below the table and opened one of the drawers, sweet, theres a dryer. "Guess im just gonna dry my hair while waiting for Jeongin."

As i dried my hair, Jeongin goes out of the bathroom and doesn't spare a glance at me. "Use this." I told him and i walked to my bed and pack my things

What are in my bag? Extra shirt, charger, phone, earphones, water bottle, and anti-depressant pills.  I dont think Jeongin knows about that.

"8:38 am. lets go." Jeongin just followed me behind my back and i kind of felt bad that i sounded angry at him.

Im screwed.

-A/n-
i think my favorite chapter so far is chapter 5. Chris there is always me. whenever people compliment me, i just say negative things or opposite of what they said, if its postive. but negative compliments i just tell them that theyre right and its true. dont judge me but i just attempted it a lot of times. the recent one was like two days ago i think. im forgetful okay. and i need a friend or more who wont judge me for who i am :<