White Roses

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Being sixteen is a total pain in my ass, i wake up , go to school ,go to practice, sleep , then repeat.

i mean what else can I do ?

I have no social life what so ever due to  you know being quiet as a mouse and all . I mean it's  not like i don't have friends , i have nate and riley but being a third wheel is annoying .

" ABRIELLE LYNN !! " speaking of the devil .

Riley comes bursting through my bedroom door , " heey bestie ! " I smile .

He decides to body slam my bed.   " So  you wanna hang out with Nate and I today?"

NO FUCKING WAY .

" Yeah sure , where you guys going ? "

damn it abrielle .

" I'm thinking the beach so i can show off my new scars.. "  he proceeds to lift up his shirt showing his new beautiful un-binded  chest .

" Sounds good , I can't believe you  finally got your surgery . " 

Riley is ftm transgender, we met when i accidentally walked in on him binding his chest in the bathroom stalls and ever since then he and i were two peas in a pod . 

" Tell me about it—WHAT ARE YOU WEARING !? " he screams at me dramatically  pointing to my outfit .

" What do you mean ? I think it's good. "  i model my very casual wear.

" Oh no honey your not going if you decide to wear that .. it's the beach not some restaurant ! " Riley decides to raid my closet and find an old bathing suit from freshman year . " Here this is what you have to wear ."  I take the dumb thing out of his hands .

its a navy blue two piece that makes me feel naked with how revealing it is . I don't wear anything like it anymore after what happened freshman year . 

" Ri you know I can't wear it .. just let me swim in my shirt and shorts . " He gives me his puppy dog eyes . I roll mine , " fine but you owe me Joe's on the way back  " Riley springs out of my bed to give me a hug " see baby steps. " And leaves my room .

Baby steps ...yeah right.. 

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By the time we all got to the beach Riley was shirtless happy as can be , Nate was staring at him in awe being all in love and I was in the car having a freaking anxiety attack about the bathing suit i was wearing underneath my band tee.

I finally stepped out only because Nate took the car keys and I was getting hot. Only to run into some random ass guy that basically felt like a wall being so muscular .

" Nirvana nice.." a British wall ? A knowing of Nirvana the band british wall ?  Sweet .

I finally look up at the wall and stay quiet like a fucking idiot . " Okay then . Nice meeting ya,I've got to run. " I just nod and watch the wall jog away from me.  I then get out of my trance and walk over to Nate and Riley .

" Nice of you to join finally, seeing how you sat in the car for thirty minutes the sun is already going down . " I shrug and admire all of the different colors of the sky.  I take a deep breath in and take off the shirt , only to put it right back on due to the cold breeze hitting me . 

I should have stayed home ... There was no point of coming, it's just third wheeling with abrielle 101 as always . 

geez what the hell am I doing ? 

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A.N.  so uh yee 🤠  i doubt many people are reading this but i have had the idea of this story for a while and i just thought i would post it here , so i hope you enjoyed this tiny short first chapter of white roses .