Freckled Scars // Lams discontinued

Chapter 6 - I Ship It

John's PoV

We pulled away for a second time. My face is red, I can feel it burning. "W-Wow..."

Alexander laughed quietly to himself, placing his hands on my waist as he kissed my nose gently. "You're so precious. I've always wanted to tell you that but I was in fear that you'd judge me."

"How could someone as gay as me judge a gay comment? That's not very gayworthy." I joked, poking fun at Alex.

"Hey, Jackie, dont accuse me of being ungayworthy," he snickered, pushing curls behind my ear. I blushed deeply and giggled, planting one more kiss on his mouth. This one was long and passionate. But then the door opened.

Lafayette and Peggy were standing at the door, squealing like children getting ice cream. "THEY KISSED!!!!" Peggy exclaimed.

Maria gasped and ran over just as me and Alexander had pulled away with shock "i- g-guys! Stop!" I whined.

Alexander smirked, wrapping his arms around my waist, causing me to blush even deeper and intensely. "Aw c'mon baby, it's okay if they know."

He's a bit of a flirt, and it's to great to resist. Honestly, who knew he could've felt the same way? Has he always? Wait- did the others know? Is that why they pushed us into a closet for 7 minutes?

I walked out, covering my face to save the embarrassment from the entire group, sitting on the floor, "please just-... stopppp.."

Hercules started to laugh "so jack and lex are a thing?"

I felt Alex's hand on my shoulder as he sat in front of me.

"Well, if Johnny wants to... then he's my boyfriend."

I smiled behind my hands, not saying a word. My ears burned red at the thought of Alexander holding me, kissing me, touching me, fu—— mmmm nope.

I nodded frantically, uncovering my face. "Yes.."

Alexander grinned and pulled me close, embracing me into his grip. "Oh... oh thank god.."

I kept thinking to myself though... why me?

He doesn't know the true me

I'm a mess

I'm not the perfect boy he thinks I am

I'm not the freckled, happy, quiet, badass boy he thinks of me.

Inside, I'm sad, cold, depressed, scared, all of it in one.

So why me?

"John are you alright?" Charles snapped his fingers in my face, snapping me from my daze.

"Oh- uh.." I hesitated with a smile "yeah- yeah I'm alright."

"So we have Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens. What would that make?" Peggy asked, looking at the others for answers.

"Lamilton!" Lafayette exclaimed, a smile that read 'I'm a genius' on his face.

Frances jumped in, "Lams for short, little bro."

I smiled at the thought. Lams. Alexander Hamilton and John Laurens. That makes us Lams.

Alexander sat on the floor as he made grabby hands towards me "Sit in my lapppp.." he whined.

I blushed, smiling just the slightest. I crawled onto his legs, straddling myself to him. I leaned into his grip, his arms wrapping around me protectively.

Everyone in the room awed.

We're together now, huh. Well how good could that possibly feel? Very. Very very good honestly.

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I honestly loved writing this chapter. It's very very cute. Oh, and I forgot to mention, you can call me Jackie, Jack, or John instead of Anthony because like- all of my other friends do and I consider you all my friends 💞💞
❤️ ~ Anthony