Mr Dawson

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I kissed him back softly and I felt him smile into the kiss.

i pulled away realising what we were doing and looked down and my knees.

"shit. i'm sorry." I don't know why he was apologising. he little crush on my kinda gave me butterflies.

"it's fine" i smiled

"now let's clean your hand up" he stood up and ushered out his hand helping me up.

on the way back inside shane stepped on the cigarette putting it out and placed his hand on my lower back guiding me inside.

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we walked into the bathroom and shane gently grabbed my wrist then hoover my hand under the cold tap.

I hissed and closed my eyes tight when the water smacked against the burn.

he looked at me concerned.

"why did you do this to yourself y/n" he said sadly.

"i didn't even know i was doing until i felt the pain" i licked my lips nervously and looked at the floor.

"maybe you should talk to someone..." he stopped the tap and slowly turned his head at me.

"no... no" I shook my head.

"look i know a few therapists maybe they can help you..." he quickly spoke.

"i'd rather talk to you than some therapist!" i shouted with tears in my eyes then palmed my forehead.

"hey. hey.. don't get upset okay. i'm not gonna force you to talk to anyone..." he pulled my wrist down and rested his hand on my cheek.

i looked into his eyes and this time i kissed him.

he kissed back passionately then i gripped onto his shirt pulling him closer.

i grinned and pulled away looking down then biting my lip.

shane lifted my head up with his fingers under my chin and smiled at me.

I looked into his eyes for a few seconds before he spoke again.

"can i bandage your hand" he said softly smiling at me.

i didn't speak I just nodded my head with the biggest smile on my face.

I don't know what's going on between us but whatever it is I don't want it to stop.

i looked down and shane was wrapping my hand up.

he pulled it slightly too tight then I felt the pain rush up and down my arm and i hissed and bit my lip.

"sorry" he whispered.

I didn't reply once again I just stared into his eyes while he carried on wrapping my burn.

he caught me staring and grinned at me.

"what are you thinking about?" he said gently tapping my hand signalling he was done.

i put my hand to my chest. "you" i said quickly and quietly.

"do you still wanna sleep in the guest room tonight?" he asked as we both walked out the bathroom.

"if I sleep in your room I don't think i'd be able to control myself" i said kinda embarrassed.

"i know the feeling" he giggled at himself after he spoke.

"well if you need me. just I don't know scream or something" I laughed at his comment and walked into the guest bedroom.

"goodnight kiss?" i asked standing on my tiptoes and jumping up to him.

he grabbed the back of my head and gently kissed my forehead.

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shane left and i hopped into bed and quickly fell asleep.

until i felt someone crawling on top of me and feeling there breath on my face.

i opened my eyes and saw shane was hoovering above me. I looked at him confused.

he leaned in a starting kissing my neck and to my shocked state I froze for a moment.

"s-shane s-stop" I stuttered trying to push him off me.

"shhhh" he spoke into my neck.

my heart started racing and my breath was shaking when he pinned my wrists against the headboard.

"get off p-please" i begged as tears streamed down my face.

"be quiet" he whispered into my ear and started to unbuckle his belt...

i woke up screaming and breathing heavily realising it was a dream then felt real tears forming in my eyes.

shane bursted through the door and froze staring at me crying.

"y/n?" i snapped my head towards him and saw his glossy eyes.

he walked closer to the bed and i freaked out and quickly moved to the edge.

shane put his hands up and stopped speaking softly to me

"hey y/n it's me. it's okay. you had a nightmare."

my breathing started to go back to normal and pulled the cover off my sweating legs.

shane sat next to me on the bed with a sad look on his face.

"it was about me wasn't it..." he said sadly.

i nodded slightly and just let the tears roll down my face.

"whatever I did it wasn't me okay. I promise I would never to anything to hurt you y/n" he placed his hand on my knee after I brought my legs to my chest.

"can you stay here with me..." I sobbed.

"of course I can" he smiled climbing under the covers with me.

shane lay on his back with his arm wrapped around my shoulder and I snuggled into his chest gripping onto his shirt still crying leaving wet patches on his shirt.

then eventually fell asleep in his arms.

*END OF CHAPTER*

(a/n) sorry this is kinda short eeek