Regret (Jungkook x reader)

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Taehyung's P.OV

I feel it.

It's slow.

But it's there.

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Y/N P.O.V

Is this what heaven feels like?

I thought it would've been better.

I still feel pain.

Or is this hell?

It's probably hell.

Who would go to heaven after committing suicide?

Ha, that's right. Nobody.

It's funny though.

I didn't deserve this but I got this anyway.

*beep beep*

*beep beep*

*beep beep*

I hear talking coming closer but I can't hear clearly. I can't see anything.

Where even am I?

Taehyung's P.O.V

I was walking towards Y/N's room with Yoongi, Jungkook and a doctor.

I'm still confused as to why Yoongi treats his sister like he does,and why would he try to get her now?

"She is in a very bad condition right now, her neck is swollen and is really sensitive and she may can't breathe properly through her nose for some time, so one mistake and we'll lose her," the doctor explained.

I-I think I'm starting to like her.

Jungkook's P.O.V

I don't know how to feel about this girl. I mean, I felt guilt build in me when she tried to commit suicide, but I always thought she's an attention seeking whore.

Half of me is guilty, and half is just like "fuck it and fuck her."

3rd Person's P.O.V

Yoongi said nothing since we're here. He doesn't know what to do or say.

He regrets everything he ever said and did to his sister. Ever since his parents started becoming alcoholics, he realised that he'll have no one but his sister.

But she hates him.

There's no point in trying to gain her love and trust again.

(A/N: I love you Yoongi don't worry about her.
"Move"
Okay:( )

They all walks into Y/M's hospital room and sat around her.

Her eyes swolen, her face swolen, her neck swolen, bruises all over her body.

She was hurting all this time and nobody seemed to care.

Nobody cares until you're gone. (A/n: Wise words from my baby XXX tentacion:( rip)

She was fighting her own battles silently, without the support of  family or friends.

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She remained in the hospital for a month and a half.

Everyday Taehyung would come to see her, but he didn't stay that long because she still hadn't woken up.

Only about twice for the week Yoongi would come to visit.

Jungkook? He came almost everyday. But nobody knew, he didn't come into the room. He'd just sit outside the room on the chair provided, but he only came in the night, when Taehyung left.

He was ashamed, and he didn't know what to do or say.

Flashback

2 weeks ago.

Taehyung's P.O.V

Finally, school ended.

Now I'm going to the hospital to check up on Y/N.

~

"Good Afternoon Sir, are you here to see Miss Y/N ssi?" A doctor questioned.

"Yes I am" I replied.

"Y/Nssi has woken up today, so you can call her family to see her if you'd like."

WHATTT? MY BABY- I MEAN Y/N'S FINALLY AWAKE.

My eyes lit up and my jaws dropped in excitement.

I don't know if she'll be happy to see me because well, we didn't know each other that much, but I'm falling for her.

And I can't lose her to Jungkook, not her, not again.

I called Jungkook and told him to meet me in the park opposite the hospital.

I wanted to carry him with me, I don't even know why.

When he came, I literally dragged the reluctant teen into the hospital.

We walked towards Y/N's room.

I opened the door a little too fast and I saw her jump.

She was just sitting looking at the plain white walls.

"T-Taehyung?" She whispered.

"Hey Y/N,how are you?" I said softly to her, trying not to show how happy I am.

"Uh, I-I'm okay. W-why is he here?" She asked while pointing at Jungkook.

"I'll just leave" Jungkook stated then walked out the door, slamming it once he was out the room.

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This chapter is boring but I swear I'll try to make better ones soon.

~Lia

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