Hey guys I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a while. I was busy with applications for work and college so I didn't really get a chance or remembered to update. So now that I have the time I decided to give you guys something to enjoy and feast on in your free time or while you wait for your other stories to update. So here is the next chapter hope you guys enjoy it!:)
Christian's POV
"If your parents are so powerful and influential why do you let people push you around and treat you like shit? When you can get rid of them in a heartbeat?"
Those were the words he just asked and I am so angry! I can't believe had the guts to ask me that! I regret telling the whole cafeteria who my parents are because i knew people would only use me because of who my parents are. Its really frustrating and hurtful because I want people to want to be my friend because of who I am as a person not who my parents are. That's why I kept it a secret because i knew people would just use me to get what they wanted.
"If I use my parents as a way to get people to stop bullying me I become just like them or worse! I don't want to use my parents power and name to get what I want because I would only end up hurting people and that's just not me. I would rather people make fun of me than hate me. I couldn't take it it would break my heart." I said with my words fading from angry to sad.
The kitchen went deathly silent. I couldn't see his reaction because I was leaning up against the kitchen counter while staring at the floor. It remained that way far a good five minutes and not being able to take it anymore I broke the silence.
"And why would you ask me that anyway! You wouldn't understand or know what its like to be treated like shit or shunned because your different! I mean look at you! Your everything I'm not! Tall, attractive, intimidating and just and all around great guy that everyone wants to be around and get to know even though you always keep to yourself! You don't have to worry about that stuff while I do and if I use my parents to get what I want people will hate me and fear me. They'll only pretend to be my friend and use me for their own benefit. When in reality they hate me and I'm only good for one th-ing. Being used." I say with my voice cracking at the end and tears pooling in my eyes but I try hard not to let them fall.
When I look up he's staring at me with me with the one thing I don't want or need from him.
'Pity'"I don't need your damn pity!" I snapped and angrily stormed out of the kitchen and up the stairs back to my room.
I heard footsteps following me but I didn't bother to look back. I entered my room and threw myself on my bed face down and finally let the tears roll free.
I vaguely heard the door close and felt the bed dipped but I didn't move from my position on the bed. It was silent for a good minute before I heard Alex say anything.
"Look I'm sorry, okay. Your right I don't know what its like to go through that because as you said I am intimidating so people never had the guts to say anything to my face but don't tell me I don't understand because I do. Back in my old school when I was sixteen my mom took her own life and when I got depressed and stopped going to school people started saying that I was the reason she did it and some even went as far as to say that I killed her because I was a psychopath. Just because they didn't say it to my face doesn't mean that I didn't hear them whispering and talking behind my back. Some of them were even supposed to be my friends so I completely understand. Sorry for pitying you I know you don't want or need it. I just came back up here to tell you that so you would know your not alone in this. I'm sorry if I offended you I didn't mean to. Thanks for the help today. I'm just gonna go. See you at school." He said and I heard the door open and close again.
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