-------------------------------------------------Luke's Pov ---------------------------------------------------------------------------
Lunch time finally came and I could not stop thinking about what that chick Bambi ... Vicky ... Whatever her name was, Why was Alex all over her in the first place ? What does Alex have on ..... Woah Woah Woah Woah ! Hold on a second. What the fuck is happening to me ? Why am I worrying about what deal she has with Alex? ... It's none of my business.... I stopped for a second and then continued with my thoughts.
"Hey bro what are you thinking about ?" Matt said while messing up my hair with hand . I immediately fixed my hair and replied
"Nothing much I was just....
Violet caught my eye instantly , she was taking off her flannel and as she did, she revealed a little of her back and I noticed a bruise on her . Once her flannel was finally off she quickly pulled down her shirt and looked up . Matt and I, as if on queue shoved our face toward the nearest locker and began to play with the pad lock. Once she began taking and putting books in her locker Matt said
" Wow she sure is hot ! I have always liked her she is a feisty one . That's exactly how I like my women. I think I am going to go over and talk to her ..."
"I mean if that's what you are into " I said immediately regretting the words as soon as I said them .
"Are you gay ? Have you seen her ? What's not to like" Matt laughed obnoxiously.
" She seems to complicated" I stated trying to hide my annoyance.
"Awww dude she left" he whimpered.
"Sucks to be you Matt" I said knowing full well what I had done .
I walked over to our table and tossed my apple in my hands before finally taking a bite of it. Once I had finished my apple , I popped a cigarett in my mouth and let the smoke warm my lungs . How haven't I noticed Bambi ? I mean it is our senior year of high school and it is about to end yet I have never seen her before .
I watched as Violet was walking throughout the crowed of people . She seemed lost as if she was deep in thought. I tried not to look at her , but my mind wouldn't let me I quickly glanced as her and her eyes meet mine for a good 10 seconds before I noticed the color in her skin slowly start to fade and then her body fall to the floor. I through my cigarette to the floor not taking the time to put it out and ran to where she lay on the floor.
I watched her for a moment to see is she was still breathing , What wrong with her ? Come on Luke do something? Think ! a crowed of people had formed a circle around her and I had picked her up in my arms effortlessly and walked her to the nurses office .
She laid on the bed motionless for what seemed like forever but actually was 20 minutes and constantly shivered so I put my jacket over her gingerly and sat back and watched her . The nurse said Bambi had a concussion and the lack of instant attention to the wound cause her body to shut down. The nurse allowed me to stay since I convinced her that she could quiet possibly be confused when she awakes and would need a friendly face to prevent her from freaking out .
After 30 minutes Violet began to mumble in her sleep . I couldn't quiet hear what she was saying at first but then the words became clearer.....
"I am so sorry.... I didn't mean to .. I didn't want you to get hurt !" She cried . I got up to my feet and tried to hold her from falling over .
" I miss you Max ..... I don't know what to do with out you anymore . I feel so alone now . Come back don't go... It was all my fault i shouldn't of... I should have let you in ...I shouldn't have let you try an fix me .. I cant be fixed .. I know that but I was trying . What happened was all my fault all my fault.... Dammit Max don't leave me please don't .,, Im sorry .. Im so sorry .. Max please " Violet cried in her sleep practically bawling . I tried to shake her a little and wake her up but she wouldn't budge. Finally she rose up from the bed and looked me in the eyes and said
"Don't give up on me ." She said with tears pooling out of her eyes. Her words sound less like a plead, and more like a promise, a promise I felt the need to keep sacred.
