9:03 thoughts of u

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"Hey, are you all right?"
Yeah, with a deep sighed I whispered to my self.
Sighed once again, and smile. A bitter one.



Cold blizzery wind touched my face,
Such as cold as your love, yet why am I still holding on?
Another deep sighed I gave and smiled once again.
This time, a tear suddenly fell. Such a fool!
Probably fooled by your love.



As I closed my eyes, I felt something, something that aches inside me.
Thoughts sinking on my mind. Making my heart aches more and more.
''can someone please help me, help me from drowning in my own thoughts.''


Suicidal thoughts flooded my mind.
Can cutting my own wrist saves me from this pain?
Or writing you this poet would be a better solution.
Help me please, cause Im trying to forget.
Forget about HOW HE LEFT.


Still, I smiled knowing that he lost a diamond while busy searching for a rock.
But, thank you. I've learned so much and got smash by the reality .


The reality, that you are not worth of my every fckng tears. Fare well my totga. You may broke my heart, but I am thankful because on that day you've left. I've learned to value my self, and to love my self even more.

~Ciao

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