Toshinori noticed this before he turns his body a bit to look behind him
Present Mic was standing there. His eyebrows high up in shock and his green eyes staring over his sun glasses.Shota shoots up and brushes himself off. clearing his throat.
"H-Hizashi!" Toshinori coughed some blood as he scrambles up. He stood up straight as he fixes his suit a bit while his face was red before wiping the blood away with his sleeve.
Shota folds his arms and looks down. His hair falling into his face.
The other teacher looks in between the two and shakes his head. "Good lord. I would never have guessed it. Good luck with him All Might. That's one jacked up man there." He shakes his head again. "I did my best but there are some things you just can't fix yuh dig?" He walks past them. Grabbing a file off a table before turning to walk out.
The red soon disappeared off Toshi's face as he listened to Hizashi "Hey! Don't talk about Shota like that! He's been through so much! You were his best friend and then you just ditch him! That's something a friend should never do! You're the jacked up man here!" He yelled at Hizashi. He started getting angry as he clenched his fists tightly.
The other blonde looks over his shoulder and turns around to face him. "I know what he's been through yo! I'm the one that stitched up alotta his wounds Man! But there is a point when you can't take the moodiness and constant shoving away! I've tried to get him to go to therapy and he gets pissed off Man! And do you know how this guy gets off!? He likes begin hurt! He likes being miserable! That's how he wants to be! He's sick and he won't do anything about it! The faster you realize that the faster you can get the fuck away!"
Shota had his head bowed to hide the tears slipping from the corners of his eyes.
"I do know that! But I'm not going to ditch him! No matter what happens, I'm not ditching him! I'm going to try my best to help him!" Toshinori takes a step closer to Hizashi. His knuckles started turning white by how tightly his fist were clenched.
"Your Best ain't Gunna be good enough. Really. I did my best and I got my ass chewed out all the time for it. You try and you try but you can't do anything if the person won't help themselves. He's a lost cause. Just let him do what ever. He's gonna do it anyway!" Hizashi took a step closer to Toshi
Shota bites his lip till it bled to keep back the sobs. His heart was shattering. from Hizashi's words and how Toshi was defending him when he didn't deserve it.
"I just want him to be happy! Even if he pushes me away I'm still going to try to make him happy! He might be broken but I'm going to try to put him back together! No matter what!" Toshi yelled.
"Then your just as fucked up as he is yo. He wants to be hit and shit. That's fucked up." Hizashi shake his head and turns to leave.
Toshi really wanted punch the other blonde man but he didn't want to make things worse. He sighs.
Present Mic walks out of the room. Slamming the door behind him.
Shota sniffs and closes his eyes tightly. "He's right you know...."
Toshinori looks at Shota "I don't care if he is right or not...I'm not going to ditch you.."
A broken sob comes from deep with in Shota's chest. His knees giving out as he sinks to the floor "I don't d-deserve it."
Toshi knelt down next to Shota before hugging him "Yes you do..."
Shota shakes his head and puts his forehead on the others shoulder. Sobbing softly. "No. I don't."
"Don't say that..." Toshi pulls Shota closer "You do deserve this...you deserve better.."
Shota clings onto the others suit jacket and tries to get his breathing under control. He didn't want another full breakdown "then why do I feel like this?"
"I-I'm not sure...maybe because you said you're b-broken?..." Toshi mumbles.
Shota nods feebly "maybe....or maybe I just know the truth." He bites his lip again.
"The truth?...what's the truth?..." Toshi asked.
"That I'm just a freak that can't do anything right." Shota touches a spot on his chest where the word freak had been carved in.
"That's a lie...you're not a freak.." Toshinori hugs him tighter.
Shota closes his eyes "then why does everyone hate me so much?"
Toshi sighed "Because they are assholes...they don't understand..."
"But what if they do and they hate me anyway?" Shota keeps his head down.
"Maybe they are just angry...angry that they can't help you..." Toshi mumbles.
Shota sighs "I don't think so...." he leans into him and sniffs again "god I hate crying...."
Toshinori sighs "I do too..."
Shota nods and rests his forehead on the others chest."....are you sure you still want to teach today?...I think you should take a break.."
Shota swallows "I don't think I should be alone today. So it's best if I teach."
"You don't have to be alone, I can go with you. Unless you don't want me to..I kinda been feeling that I have been bothering you lately...." Toshi murmurs.
Shota shakes his head "no. I just....I don't want to drag people into my problems so I push them away. And you don't have too.....I mean it would be nice to be with you. I like it a lot. You make me....." He trails off and blushes.
Toshinori tilts his head a bit "I make you?..."
"You make me feel safe." Shota whispers
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EraserHead[Shota Aizawa]XAll Might[Toshinori Yagi]
FanfictionJust some things before reading this: 1.Trigger warning: attempt of suicide, there is some depression, hurting self, abusive memories, and other stuff I don't quite remember.... 2.So this is a rp I did on Amino and the thing is I did this rp with a...