EraserHead[Shota Aizawa]XAll Might[Toshinori Yagi]

Naps

Shota smiles a bit and starts back up to stairs. Looking more and more exhausted as he goes.

Toshinori follows Shota, a bit concerned.

Shota goes up to his apartment door and unlocks it. Moving to the side to let Toshinori in.

Toshi walks in his apartment before turning around and looks at Shota.

Shota walks in after him and sits down on the couch. He looked extremely sickly at the moment.

Bubba came running up. Meowing worriedly.

Toshinori walks over to Shota and looks at him with a worried face "Are you alright?..."

Shota closes his eyes "I'm fine. Just tired.
Emotions, when you aren't used to them, are exhausting. I keep them bottled up to avoid this. If I sleep when I'm like this. I'll be out for days. Trapped in my own nightmares."

"O-Oh...you shouldn't be bottling up your emotions...people won't be able to help you if they don't know how you feel.." Toshinori mumbled.

Shota opens his eyes and takes a breath "that's how I survived as a boy. Keep it hidden. Keep it silent. Keep yourself safe. It's followed over into my adult hood. I don't know how to....not do it."

Toshi sighs "Well how do you feel right now?.. Besides feeling tired"

"I don't know." Shota whispers. "Sad?"

"Well, is there a reason on why you feel sad?.." Toshi asked, tilting his head to the side a bit.

".....because I'm worthless." Shota murmured.

"You're not worthless..." Toshi said.

"I am though. I mean look at me. I'm exhausted constantly. I can barely function and I'm an emotional wreck." Shota said before sighing.

Toshi sits down next to Shota and hugs him "I want to help you with that..."

Shota leans into his arms and sighs. "I hope you can....I don't want to live like this anymore." He yawns.

"I'm going to try my best" Toshi mumbled.

Shota nods again and puts his head on the others chest.

"Do you want to take a nap on your bed?.." Toshi asked.

Shota hums "but your warm and have a heartbeat." His eyes where already slipping shut.

Toshi chuckles softly "I'm taking you to your bed.." he mumbles before picking up Shota while standing up. He walks to Shota's bedroom and walks over to his bed. He then lays Shota down on top his bed gently.

Shota whines and slowly opens his eyes. "I was comfortable." He sulks a bit.

"I'm sorry but the couch isn't so comfortable.." Toshi smiles nervously as he scratches the back of his neck before laying down next to him.

Shota whines but then moves back onto the others chest.

Toshi sighs "Shota..You're exhausted, you need to take a nap.."

Shota shakes his head "if I nap I won't wake up for at least two days."

"No matter how hard I try, I won't be able to wake you up?.." Toshi asked.

Shota shakes his head "no. You won't."

Toshinori sighs "Well what can I do to have you sleep for a little and not two days?.."

Shota shrugs "I don't know.....never actually had someone here...."

Toshi tries thinking of what he can do "Hmm....I'm not sure what I can do....Do you want me to get Bubba?"

"No. That will but me to sleep faster....maybe....hit me or something when I get into deep sleep. I have a multitude of crops and whips behind the clothes in the closet...." Shotawas starting to doze off already

"I-I don't want to hurt you, Shota..." Toshinori mumbled.

"It's fine. If you want to date me then your going have know that sometimes. In order to think clearly. I need to be hit. Be broken. Put into what they call subspace. It clears my head." Shota said.

Toshinori sighs "F-Fine..."

Shota nods and closes his eyes fully.

Toshi sighs again before he walks to Shota's closet and grabs one of his whips from behind his clothes. He sits down on the bed and puts the whip next to him as he just sits there.

Shota was starting to doze lightly. His hair falling into his face. He hadn't even bothered to take off his shoes or his scarf.

Toshi fidgets with his hands as he stares at them. He sighs as he looks around the room.

The room was simple. Plain. As if he hadn't intended to be occupying the space for long.

Toshi then lays down on his back as he stares at the ceiling.

Shota dozes for a while before starting to twitch in his sleep. His eyes flicking behind his lids.

Toshinori looks over at Shota before sitting up. He noticed that Shota was twitching which got him worried. He grabs the whip as he kept his eyes on Shota.

Shota starts to grimace a bit. His hands going to ball into fists in the blankets.

Toshi grips the whip tight as he hesitates. He really did not want to hurt Shota. Toshi takes a deep breath before he whips Shota on his leg.

Shota's eyes snap open with a soft cry though it could have easily been a moan as well. He then blears around before his eyes rest on him "oh.....thanks." He murmurs.

"...I don't want ever do that again..." Toshi mumbles as he puts the whip down on the bed.

Shota's eyes slowly close. "That could be a problem then. As I said earlier. I sometimes need it." He sighs "also it's a kink so." He shrugs "I mean you saw my closet."

Toshinori blushes as he nods nervously.

Shota opens his eyes and chuckles "then you should brace yourself if you actually want to date me."

Toshi swallowed hard as he nods again before laying back down on his back.

Shota then scoots and puts his head back on the others chest. Listening to his heartbeat.

Toshinori smiles softly "You must like listening to my heartbeat..."

"Mmm soothing." Shota murmurs. "Guess it goes back to when I was a kid....my mom would put my way to her chest and cover my other one when my father was yelling at her....or then he killed someone....or tortured them..."

"O-Oh..." Toshi sighs "I'm sorry to hear that..." he hold Shota close.

Shota shrugs "eh....what ever." He closed his eyes as he listened to the steady rhythm.

Toshi leans down and kisses the top of Shota's head with a smile.

Shota hums softly and opens his eyes. Titling his head a bit to look up into the others face. His dark eyes half lidded.

Toshi looks at Shota with a soft smile.

Shota smiles a bit and then closes his eyes fully.

Toshi hugs Shota as he sighs softly.

Shota relaxes in the others arms. Going back into his light doze.

Toshinori looks at Shota before staring at the ceiling.

I'm so sorry for updating late! Please be patient with me!