Florence And Isabella

Staying

Florence POV

        I just don't know what's wrong with me. The boys keep finding me in emotional states. We have a show tonight. Today has been so long. I looked over at Tom he always stays so focused at driving. I wanted to kiss him for supporting me, "Are we going to your hotel." I asked shyly " yes I felt you wanted to hear me play my harp before the show and see if you like it." He took his hands off the steering wheel and made harp motions I grabbed the steering wheel just Incase. " I miss you know just hanging out with everybody and relaxing." "Yeah I do too, and when we used to all get drunk off of our faces and then fall asleep on top of all of us, then Grace would barge in and yell at us. Yank the curtain open. we all had a hangover that Hell gave us." Tom was laughing trying to brighten the mood that had settled over us like a cloud, it was about to rain. We got to the hotel and snuck up to my room, and went in. I had to go to the bathroom.

Florence's POV

           I got in the bathroom, and saw that I had a hormonal rush, and punched the wall, and broke threw it. I crawled onto his hotel coach and let my body deflate and closed my tired eyes. I woke up too Tom shaking me. " She told me to tell you to take a shower." " Ok, I took them from his hands and went into his bathroom." I took my clothes off, and looked Into the mirror I looked horrible I saw my ribs, and bruises I turned away and got into the shower disgusted with myself for the 20th time that day. I ideally sing in the shower, but today I just cried. I sat down on the floor of the shower. "I didn't even know what time it was, my sobbing decreased. I stood up I guess I'll smell like Tom when I was putting the shampoo in my hair. I was thinking about how I was going to apologize for yelling at Isabella. "You could just kill yourself and have to do nothing." My mind whispered "No that would be bad I know it's going to be fine. I got out of the shower and put on my underwear, Than my bra.  I wrapped myself in the towel and walked out to the coach.  " I guess I should go to my room and get dressed. "Tom laughed, yeah you should do that, do you want me to come with you?" I nodded and we headed over to my Hotel room across the way, I hope nobody's in there...