Secrets and Surprises

Chapter 42-

Morgan's POV-

A few days ago we flew back to the UK. We were staying at Harry's house and we had a few days before shows started up again. I've been feeling a little better, Not totally back to myself again, more like back to my old self, the insecure girl who keeps everything bottled up.

I've never really worriedd about the hate before, lot's of people loved me, Daniella and I had tons of fans, and all the boys fans loved us too. Well I shouldn't say all. Usually I'd brush all the mean stuff off my shoulder and act like it didn't bother me, because usually it didn't. But recently, I've been feeling down. I scrolled through my twitter mentions. Sure there were lots of nice things; compliments, questions, and people begging for follows. But, there were also the mean things. It was really late at night, Niall fell asleep a few hours ago and Everyone else just went up to bed now. I was sitting on the couch in the livingroom. People were telling my I didn't deserve to be with Niall, like alot. That I was ugly, and talentless, and that Daniella was so much better than me.

Then I realized, everything they were saying, was true. I couldn't take it. My eyes were tearing up and I needed to get out of here.

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Niall's POV-

I woke up, around 8-ish, really hungry. Morgan probably fell asleep downstairs because she wasn't next to me and that's where I left her. Everyone else was still alseep. I quietly opened the door and slowly walked down the stairs making sure not to make too much noise and wake anyone up. I headed into the living room, but didn't find Morgan, just a note.

Niall,

I just need to get away from everything. People can be so mean sometimes, even though everything they say is true. I don't deserve you, you can do a whole lot better than me, like they say. Tell the boys I love them and tell Daniella to keep doing what she does, because unlike me, she's great at it. I love you so much but I think this is for the best for you. Everyone's better off without me. By the time you read this I'll be on a flight back to New York. Don't come back for me though. No matter how much you want to, don't.

Love,

Morgan xx

I was in shock, this couldn't be true. I ran up stairs.

"Guys! Get up Morgan's gone!"

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"What do you mean she's gone?" Liam asked.

"As in she went back to New York!" I waved the note in their faces and they read it, speechless they just looked at me.

"She has to be kidding, sh-she's just joking right? Real funny guys." I started looking around the whole house. "haha Morgan real funny you got me now get out here!" I ran through the house checking everywhere. "Morgan you're scaring me, come on jokes over get out here!"

Zayn grabbed me by the shoulders, "Mate, she's gone. She left."

"No. No she didn't she couldn't have just gotten up and left me." I shook my head doubting it.

"But she did."

I pulled my phone out of my pocket and called her. It rang, but no answer.

"Lad, she's on her way home, she's not gonna answer, give it till after dinner, then we'll try again." Harry said.

"No I have to go find her." I said running up stairs and throwing random shit into my bag.

"Niall stop it!" Daniella yelled. "She's my bestfriend okay, I wannna go back home and get her as much as you do but we can't, we gotta give her space, and time." She placed her hand on my shoulder.

"No. Shut up Daniella, this is partially your fault. You're always in the spotlight, showing off, always better than her, and she never says anything about it." I pushed her hand off me and stormed out of the room. Maybe I can't go find her, but I'll call her later. She's gotta answer me.

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"Come on Morgan answer!" I paced around the living room, I've been calling her for hours.

"What?" She said.

I almost didn't notice that she had answered. She didn't sound happy, at all.

"Wh-what? Morgan?"

"Yes?"

"Hi!"

"I told you not to call me...."

"No you told me not to come find you. Never said anything about calling."

She didn't respond.

"So, you alright?"

She sighed, "Yes Niall I'm fine."

"You don't sound alright."

"Niall I am fine! Okay, you need to stop calling me. it's done, it's over alright?"

That roke my heart, over? Done? She couldn't be serious. "Wh-what? But, Morgan I love y-"

"Save it Niall. I love you too but let's not make this harder than it already is. Go find another girl, I'm sure you can do alot better okay? Bye."

And that was it. She hung up, she was gone. We were done.

How does she expect me to just forget about her just like that? I've never loved anyone this much before, and I'll never love anyone this much ever again. She was perfect for me. What? So I just drop everything and forget about her like it never happened? Just preten she never existed?

It's not like she can hide forever, She's famous, she's a superstar, she has fans. She'll come back, I know she will...and If she doesn't I'll go find her. I go and get her back.

I just need a way to win her back, but how...?