REALITY II: It'll Never be the same...(Jungkook FF)

Chapter 13_ "You Run Away From REALITY!"

*Present Time*
I'm looking down. I'm now standing on the edge. I'm about three story's above from the ground. I don't know what to do.

*8 hours earlier*

*Y/N's Pov*
The weekend has finished and it was now Monday. Today we have to go to school and I couldn't be more excited. Note the sarcasm. Ugh. I just wanna go back to bed but nope, here I am awake at •6:30am• and on my way to the so called school. I arrive with the boys and walk into the school. I'm surprised at how many people already knew the boys.(Nct) Girls are fawning over them while some are just glaring at me. I take the hint and say my farewells to the boys and walk off to my locker. When I get their I just get my books and head to class. Nothing special happened on the way their but it was odd that I haven't seen Jennie yet. I even texted her asking where she was while waiting for the bell to ring. More and more students walked through the classroom door but none of them were Jennie. I was getting concerned until she finally walked through the door and I sighed in relief. I smile at her but when we meet eye contact she looks nervous and quickly looks away walking to the other side of the room. I was confused but couldn't do anything about it at the moment since the teacher had walked in.

*Time Skip*
It was lunch time and throughout all my classes Jennie had been avoiding so I decided to drag her to the roof with me at lunch and here we are. Me and Jennie at the rooftop. She's looking down while I'm looking straight her waiting for her to speak up.
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Silence. Nothing could be heard but the breaths we release. "Oh My God! Just say why the h*ll you've been avoiding me! What the h*ll did I do wrong!?" I snapped and couldn't take it anymore. She looked up at me startled but then sighed. "I-I can't tell you..." she trailed off. She seemed as if she wanted to tell me but something was holding her back. "Come on... you know we can tell each other everything." I said trying to convince her to tell me before our friendship starts to fade. "You'll..... get mad." Jennie says. 'Huh what does she mean.' "Oh come on what's the worst thing you could've done to get me mad?" I asked jokingly. "Sleep with your boyfriend..." Jennie whispers but I heard her. I'm shocked. How could the two most important people do this to me? "W-wait! No! It's not what you think! I slept with him BEFORE you came back!" She said clearly noticing my shocked/pained face. W-what.... so... does this mean Jungkook forgot about me... I didn't notice a stray tear running down my face until Jennie hugged me sobbing. "I-I'm sorry Y/N! It-it was a m-mistake!! We w-were both dr-drunk!" Jennie said while clinging on to me. I pushed her off but gently. "I-....need time to think..." I said and ran off downstairs to the bathroom. Lunch had just finished so everyone was in their classes. I looked in the mirror and saw my face a mess. My nose was runny and my eyes were red and swollen. I sighed. "So even when I come back my life is still cursed. No one really cares about me.... it's all pathetic lies, that I being the gullible person I am, believes." I said to myself as more and more tears ran down my face.

*??? Pov*
I was walking out of the boy bathroom and heard someone talking from the girls bathroom. "So even when I come back my life is still cursed. No one really cares about me.... it's all pathetic lies, that I being the gullible person I am, believes." Someone said. I recognized her voice almost immediately. Its her. I sigh. "So... my brother f*cked it up again..." I said and decided to walk into the bathroom.

*Y/N's Pov*
I was just staring at myself in the mirror and decided to close my eyes to just let my brain relax a bit. I jumped when I felt someone back hug and and I shot my eyes wide open. "N-Namjoon....?" I say confused as he doesn't reply and continues to back hug me. I wouldn't be telling the truth if I say that I didn't like his comfort. I turned around and wrapped my arms around us neck crying into his shoulder while Namjoon hugged me back just as tight while caressing my hair. After a few minutes I calmed down and let go of him. "I-I'm sorry..." I said looking down since I cried all over his shirt. Namjoon chuckle and lifted my chin giving me a warming smile. "It doesn't matter as long as your okay now." He said. I'm just glad he didn't ask why I was crying. I decided to wash my face while Namjoon decided to wait outside the bathroom for me so he can accompany me home. I wasn't planning on going home early but Namjoon convinces me that was the best decision considering my state. I walked out of the bathroom only to see Jungkook talking to Namjoon. My eyes widened and I wasn't sure as to what I should do. After some thought I walked out of the bathroom trying to look somewhat confident. "Oh! Their you are!" Jungkook said smiling at me. He was about to grab my hand but I pulled it back before he could. He looked at me confused and I just looked at the ground. "Why did you do it.....?" I said in a low voice but loud enough for the two boys to hear. "Huh? What do you me Y/N? What did I do?" He asked. "Don't act like you don't know.... that's even worse than the fact that Jennie was the first to tell me..." I said and sighed. I looked up at Namjoon. "I'll go home by myself thank you for helping me tho I'll see you later." I said and started walking towards the entrance. I was about to take a step out of the school doors until Jungkook grabbed my wrist tightly pulling me back harshly. "Ow!" I wince. "What the f*ck did Jennie tell you?!" He yelled at me while still having a tight grip on my wrist that is now red. "Ow! Let go Jungkook!" I said trying to release my wrist from his grip. "Tell me what she told you!!" He yelled again tightening his grip. Tears started running down my face and I looked up at him. "SHE TOLD ME THAT YOU BASTARD SLEPT WITH HER BEFORE I GOT HER!!" I said my face full of tears. Jungkook kept tightening his grip and I kept whimpering when Namjoon walks over and pulls my wrist out of Jungkooks hand. "Stop Jungkook. You're hurting her." Namjoon said calmly. "*scoff* oh come on don't act like you're not enjoying Y/N yelling at me. Hating me. Because then you know you have a chance you'll never use." Jungkook said harshly towards Namjoon. "Stop it Jungkook! Don't you dare take you anger on Namjoon!" I said not trying let a fight break between the two of them. I looked at Namjoon and he had his jaw clenched but kept his mouth closed. "Now your even taking his side. *rolls eyes* What now? Huh? Your gonna go back to him after dumping me!" Jungkook says. Okay Jungkook.... that hurt. My eyes were getting watery again. *Slap* Jungkook clenched his jaw holding the cheek I just slapped. "You know very well about my past and yet you just decide to change it with some words just to hurt the ones you say you "love"!!! Leave me alone from now on!" I say fed up with him. "Great so the past is repeating itself! You making me stay away from you! You've already left me once all alone and now you're just gonna do it again when you found out the truth again because all you do is run away from life! You run away from REALITY!" He says.
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That's when I break down. I couldn't hear him anymore. How could he say that. He knows everything about my past and yet all he says is that I'm running away from reality. Tears run down my face. I don't say anything and I just run. I run towards the rooftop as fast as I can. My watery eyes filled with tears that are threatening to fall out. I run up the stairs ignoring the stabbing pain in my heart. I keep running. Not stopping. I slam the door behind me locking it. Then I run. Until I reach the edge. I'm looking down. I'm now standing on the edge. I'm about three story's above from the ground. I don't know what to do- wait but I do know what to do. My mind is completely sure about this. My heart is screaming that you must do this. Everyone has let you down. You have no one to lean on now. Your life is going downhill. Jumping is the best option. Those were all the thought running through my mind at the moment. This is all I have to do to end all the pain. Was the main thought repeating itself in my mind. I look back at the door. People slamming on the door, and one of them was Jennie as I could hear her screams and sobs. Then their was this one person begging for forgiveness. A someone who I thought I once knew. Who I once Loved. His name is Jungkook. But...I don't know who he is anymore.Then those words repeat in my mind.
You run away from REALITY!
Those words are all it takes for me to take one step forward. I hear the door cracking open but... it's all too late. I feel the wind caressing my entire body as I fall down.
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~One story down.~
~Two stories down.~
~Three stories down.~
•And that's it.•
My body makes contact with the concrete surface. I don't feel pain anymore.
I don't feel Anything.
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The End.

That's it. The last chapter of this train wreck that's called a book. Don't worry tho. I'll be making a bonus chapter. It'll be pretty long. Their will be a happy ending and sad ending. You could comment which ending you want first but if their are no comments then I'll be choosing myself. Also I deeply apologize for this sad chapter but ehh 🤷🏻‍♀️ it's makes it interesting. Welp this isn't exactly the end so I'll say See you Later!

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