REALITY II: It'll Never be the same...(Jungkook FF)

Epilouge_ Sad Ending.

*Previously*
Everyone has let you down. You have no one to lean on now. Your life is going downhill. Jumping is the best option. Those were all the thought running through my mind at the moment. This is all I have to do to end all the pain. Was the main thought repeating itself in my mind. I look back at the door. People slamming on the door, and one of them was Jennie as I could hear her screams and sobs. Then their was this one person begging for forgiveness. A someone who I thought I once knew. Who I once Loved. His name is Jungkook. But...I don't know who he is anymore.Then those words repeat in my mind.
You run away from REALITY!
Those words are all it takes for me to take one step forward. I hear the door cracking open but... it's all too late. I feel the wind caressing my entire body as I fall down.
•••
~One story down.~
~Two stories down.~
~Three stories down.~
•And that's it.•
My body makes contact with the concrete surface. I don't feel pain anymore.
I don't feel Anything.
••••
*Present*
*Jungkooks Pov*
I didn't mean w-what I said. I swear. I-I was just mad. I'm now sobbing at the door while try to break it open. Everyone. Every single one of Y/N's friend we're trying to get the door open. I finally got it open after many punches and ran onto the roof. It was too late. I run to the edge trying to grab her hand before she makes contact with the floor but... it's too late. I just watched her falling down the building. It was as if she was in slow motion. I was frozen in place. Until Y/N's  body made contact with the ground. That's when I snapped. "NOOOOOO!" I fall to the ground. I'm sobbing while everyone else is doing the same. Some of the students called the ambulance.
I still haven't moved from my place. Y/N has been picked up and brought to the nearest hospital but I haven't moved. I was still on the ground in shock. If someone tried to get me up I would just push them away. A new feeling took over me. I was angry but depressed at the same time. I finally got myself up after a few more minutes. I turn around and see Jennie on the bench crying. The blood boiled inside of me. 'She was the one who told her. She was the one who cause this.' That's what the voice in my head had kept repeating. I walked over to her and pulled her up by her hair harshly. "Ow!" She yelped. "WHO THE F*CK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO TELL Y/N THAT?!" I yelled in complete anger. I don't think I had any control left in my body. The anger has taken over me. Jennie didn't answer and just kept crying. I pulled harder on her hair and pushed her on the ground. "Stay the f*ck away from me you stupid b*tch." I gritted out at her before walking away. I went to the hospital and when I got their I saw BamBam and Rosè along with Nct. I quickly went towards them. "Is she ok? Has the doctors told you anything yet?" I asked in a panicked voice. BamBam sighs before responding. "She's still with the doctors and they haven't told us anything yet." Rosè and Nct are full of tears and I could see BamBam trying not to cry even tho he wants to badly. I took a seat trying to keep my composure but it didn't last long when I broke down after a few minutes. 'Why... why did this have to happen.... I don't deserve Y/N. I don't deserve to be here.' I made up my mind.
• • •
The doctor finally came out of the room and walked towards us. We all stood up as fast as we can. "What happened? Is she ok?" Bambam asks the doctor. "She is fine. She only has a few minor head injuries but she broke her ribs so she will have to stay here for a few weeks." We all sighed in relief that the worse was just some broken ribs. Apparently some bush broke her fall and that saved her life. "Can we go in...?" Jisung asks. The doctor nodded and walked away with a clipboard. We all went in and it broke my heart to see her in the hospital bed... with so many cuts and bruises across her face. I walk towards her to take her hand but Taeyong pulls me back. "No. You don't deserve to hold her hand after what you said." He said. "No... don't do this please... I need her." I said desperately. "She doesn't need you here." Jaehyun said. I sigh. I don't want to cause anymore trouble so I walk away giving up. Just like the day she left. I'm such a coward.
*No ones Pov*
The second Jungkook walked outside of Y/N's room Y/N woke up by the sound of the door closing. "W-What happened...?" Y/N asked. "Y-Y/N... your awake!" Rosè yelled and hugged me tight. "Ow!" Y/N said. Rosè quickly let go and apologized. Everyone else in the room started tearing up while hugging Y/N but not as tight as Rosè. Y/N hadn't asked yet but she's been wanting to ask where Jungkook was but every time she's about to ask she feels stupid. 'Why would Jungkook be here... he hates me.' Y/N thought. After a while people started to get hungry so Lucas and Bambam volunteered to get some take out for everyone. The nurse only came into the room once to give Y/N a check up. The rest on Nct and Rosè we're trying to lighten up the mood but they have scolded Y/N for trying to commit suicide. They haven't asked Y/N why she tried to commit suicide since they knew it would be a sensitive topic and also they didn't want to mention Jungkook at the moment.
The rest of the day was Y/N and the rest eating their take out and then Bambam volunteering to stay with her overnight. So now it's just Y/N and Bambam. Y/N was sleeping while Bambam was starting to doze off but was wide awake when Y/N's phone rang. 'Jungkook' was the name shown on the caller id. At first Bambam didn't want to answer but then wanted to know what he had to say.
(Jungkook will be in italics while Bambam is in bold)
Hello?
BamBam?
Yes. What do you want Jungkook?
Can I PLEASE talk to Y/N?
She's asleep and even if she was awake she won't want to talk to you.
Please BamBam call me when she wakes up.
Yea right. I'm not going to do that. Goodbye Jungkook.

*Call ends*

"Who was that?" Y/N, who just woke up, asked. "Oh it was just a scammer. Don't worry about it." He replied. 'I'm sorry I lied Y/N but I can't have you getting hurt....'

*Time Skip- A few weeks later'

"Come on Bambam! Hurry upppppp!" Y/N yelled as she waits in the elevator. Today she was discharged and she's happy because that hospital room is so boring. "Well maybe I could hurry up if you would hold some of your stuff!" Bambam snapped at her while she pouted. "But I'm the sick one. Hmph" She replied. "I can't believe you're considered an adult." Bambam said while walking into the elevator with his arms full of his sisters things. They were finally in Bambams car and on their way home. Once they arrived Y/N ran out of the car leaving Bambam to carry all of her things. "Yah Y/N how dare you leave me with all this!!" Bambam said while staring at all her stuff in the trunk of her car.

"I'M HOMEEEEEE!" Y/N screamed when she opened the door but froze when she saw everyone decorating the room with party decorations. They all snapped their heads towards her and froze since they were caught in the act. "That idiot! He was supposed to tell us when you were on your way home!!!" Rose said. Right at that moment Bambam walks in to see everyone glaring at him. "What?" He dumbly asked. "YOU RUINED MY SURPRISEEEEE!!!" Y/N yelled at him while he just awkwardly smiled at her. "Hehe... I forgot..." He said.

It's been a few days since Y/N arrived home and she still hasn't asked about Jungkook because she's scared of what their going to tell her. She's now on her way to a cafe to get some breakfast. She takes a seat with her coffee and sandwich while reading a book she just recently started. Everything was going great until she heard a familiar voice. 'Jungkook...' She thought before she looked up to see it was indeed Jungkook but... he wasn't alone. He was with a girl. She then realized that the girl was Yeonwoo... It seemed as if they were on a date. They both looked happy. Y/N didn't realize she had been staring and Jungkook made eye contact with her. He didn't make any reaction. He just acted like she was a stranger and looked back at Yeonwoo. 'I guess he really does hate me...' Y/N got up and picked up her stuff and left the cafe. Not looking back.

*Few years later*

Y/N was now a businesswoman. She was a CEO to a big company. (You can choose what type of company) She wasn't married or dating. She couldn't bring herself to love someone after what happened between her and Jungkook. As a matter of fact, everyday she goes to the same park at the same time. With reason of course. Jungkook does the same thing but with his family. He married Yeonwoo and had a boy and a girl. He looked happy. So everyday Y/N watches them from afar being happy. Today actually was the last day she was going to come to this park. She finally decided it was time to let go. Let go of her past and forget all the memories with him. She turns the opposite direction and mumbles under her breath. "Goodbye Jungkook."

After that she never found love, she never had a family of her own, and she lived her life alone. Not letting anyone in. She died because of old age when she was 78. She was alone, no one there to care, no one there to hold her hand while her air supply was shortening until she took her last breath.... and that's the end of her life story... no happy ending.... no true love.... no nothing...

-The End-

I'll try to upload the happy ending today as well. I'm sorry, I know I'm super late.