Dear Baby,
I am your mommy. I know you are still so very small, but I love you already. You're only the size of a Poppy Seed right now, so tiny that I could hold you on the tip of my finger. I have prayed for you, hoped for you, and tried for you, and now you're on your way. You're starting to grow, and in the next few weeks, you'll develop leaps and bounds beyond what you are now.
I'm excited, but I'm scared for you too. I hope that you are strong, that you will be healthy, and that you will make it to your delivery day. I don't care if I'm sick every single day or that I'm already feeling the exhaustion of the first trimester. I don't care if you're a boy or a girl. I don't care if you look like your dad, or if you look like me, or if you look like us both. I just want you to make it.
And when you finally arrive, I'll shower you with all my love. I'll take care of you and cherish every single moment with you. I can't wait to hold you in my arms, and sing sweet lullabies to you, watching you fall asleep. I can't wait to see your gummy smile. I'm gonna be there for you throughout. When you say your very first word, when you start crawling, teething and finally walking.
I love you sweetheart , and I always will. ♡
✘⊙✘⊙ MOMMY.
- written 18/01/19
