secretive || lee felix [ ✓ ]

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* thanks to the ones who helped me come up with a few ideas. i'm going to try to mix all of the ones from different people together. once again, thank you. you know who you are.❣️

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i nervously look up at valerie, "dude... the venue is supposed to open in like 3 minutes. i'm so nervous."

"bitch me too. don't remind me about it."

"how can i not remind you about it.." i shake my head, "we are literally in line. people are blasting the newer songs that we probably won't hear today. everything around us is about stray kids... it's all a reminder that we are seeing them."

"okay listen," valerie holds up her hand, "no need to get technical with me."

i shrug my shoulder which makes her roll her eyes, "you're too complicated. i give up."

"and so should i give up?" i ask, confusing her, "but really can i give up?"

"give up about what? what the fuck?"

"we live in a time and space, a world full of blinds..." i whisper.

valerie loudly gasps, "no! stop it!"

"it makes me wanna give up but then again, no."

"please no, you're making my seungmin stan come out and i gotta be loyal to jisung."

"i shouldn't give up," i ignore her, "i feel it inside don't wanna give up. we live in a time and space, a world full of blinds."

valerie joins in, and throws her hands up in the air, "now i've had enough," she says loudly trying to make a mad face but failing.

we both burst out into laughter, causing everyone around us to look. not really caring about anyone else, i look up at valerie. im so glad that i have a best friend like her. someone that can be as much as a crackhead as me.

"dude, look!" valerie grabs me by the shoulders and spinning me around, "the doors are finally opening!"

suddenly feeling extremely nervous, i take a deep breath and grab ahold of valerie's hand, "let's go in and secure that spot close to the stage."

"let's go!" valerie yells, holding her free hand in the air, "stray kids, stray kids, stray kids!" she chants.

squeezing her hand, i glare at her, "stop," i whine, "you're being embarrassing."

"i don't give a fuck," she says as she smiles, "no but for real, let's go before people try to skip us in line."

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"i told them that if they don't play mia, i'm going to riot," i try to whisper in valerie's ear, "they better play it."

"they really should, but let's not talk about them anymore before someone around us catches on."

"oh, right," i say before realizing that literally anyone can hear me, even if i am whispering.

we both managed to squeeze to the front of the section, leaving us literally in the front row. the concert hasn't started, and typically people just stand around until it does. then that's when everyone pushes forward. but i knew better, squeeze and be up in the front before it starts. secure that spot.