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"Go to hell"!!

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"Go to hell"!!





"Why did I give birth to a freak like you"!!






"Shut the fuck up dumbass bitch"!!





"She's probably a little hoe"!!






"Do you go fuck with men, HUH"!!....................





These words....are something that makes me feel happy.........

Don't be sad because you'll see me happy..anyways........right?











4:20 am...Sunday.....
(The day before school).....

*ring ring*

Another alarm.........another day..
Another word.............................
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You get up and get dressed into something that will cover your whole body....because there's things you want to hide............
While you get dressed...you get bandages and put them on your arms....legs...stomach...and.
...heart......."ouch..." ....you whispered..... you have to be quiet so you don't have to wake your parents up..............
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You walk quietly to the living room... but even if you try...it won't work...............................

"Where the hell do you think your going bitch"!

"I-I'm going to—"
"Honey she's going to be the little whore she is and go fuck boys"!!
"I'm surprised she hasn't got any sickness yet"!!
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There are the words you've been waiting for............
You run out and grab your house keys....just in case they lock the door on you................
While on your way to study and do your homework....you have to wipe your tears..so nobody worries...because it's not worth it.........who will ever care about a stupid girl like you.........................
nobody exactly......
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You stop and decide to go get a  drink from a convenience store near by.........you have money....but it's your work money....the money that you work hard for and help around the house for......but it doesn't matter to your parents..anyways.
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Once your inside you go straight to the caffeine isle..........so you can feel a bit more awake.........
You check your phone to see what time it is.....5:05 am.............
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Once you grabbed your coffee..you decide to grab other things, so you won't have to get them later..............
You went to the medicine isle.....
To get sleeping pills and pain pills.......and food pills....just in case you can't eat food..........

"Hey, aren't those too many pills"?-a random guy told you..

"Why is there a problem...."?

"No, it's just—"

"Exactly...can you just please stay out of my privacy.."?

You go away and start heading to the register..

He looked familiar...like he was from the school I go to.............
You shook it off and went to the library after paying your stuff....
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Hello..... this is my first book..soo don't be too rough!!😬❤️
-author nim~

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