7:00 am Sunday....You were about to write something in your notebook..but someone started talking to you......
It was the guy earlier.....
"Hey it's me again.."!he said...
"Umm Hey.."?
"Sorry if this is really awkward..I just see you at my school.."he said
So it is him..........
"Oh really..." you said
"My name is felix.."! He said with a smile.........
"Oh.. your the new kid that got transferred from Australia...right"?
"Yeah!"he said in full Aussie..
The voice and how he acts can clear my mind from stuff out of time to time..........
//////////////////////////////Time skip(to you walking home)
You were walking home with Felix because he kept on begging but you couldn't say no because apparently he would not take no as an answer...........
You were really terrified if your parents saw you next to him.......
You started to think about that and what you thought wasn't good.......oh well I don't even know if I should call them my parents............"Where here..."..you said to felix
"I'll wait till you go inside..!"
You couldn't say no to that precious smile....ahh something that lights up and shines brightness in your lonely soul.....
But that's not going to last long.........
"I told you honey!! She's being a god damn whore!!".....
There it is....the path that you take for your black soul.........
"But I wasn't-"......you tried to say...
Even if you try saying things...it's not going to matter...you were a mistake and will always be...........
People think of you as the girl who has a perfect life...but really....do you?
You got to admit that your a pretty good actor because if you can hide stuff...and be happy...that's pretty good to hide right?
//////////You quickly say bye to felix and go inside but before you go inside......you mouthed sorry to him....
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9:45 am Sunday......."What the hell Y/N"!!!!! Your parents say.....
"What I told you I'm going to study yesterday!!" You try to say in a tough manner but fail....
Like always........."So!! That doesn't mean that you are walking with a boy"!!!
"I feel bad for that boy..to be next to some slutty girl that's going to give him some sickness and break his heart!!!" Your parents say....If only they knew what a heart was...because they definitely don't got one........
"What do you mean!! I'm not slutty!!! I've never even dated!!" You we're thinking you were saying this, but really you weren't..........
You just stood there silent as a mouse or even quieter than that.......they couldn't even hear your breath.............
Tears rolling down that pale face of yours.........
The pain is coming again and again......AND AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!
*slap*
*slap*
*slap*
And after
*slap*There i-it is the pain y-you have been waiting f-for........
You hit the cold ground....and is just left there like your just a piece of trash.....filth.....nothing...empty........just the way you are.......You wake up at 11:00 am....
Yes it took that long to wake up because you are weak... VERY WEAK.......
You try standing up but fail...so you crawl to your room and get the bandages and pills set.........
You take a look at your body....filth..disgusting..is what you think as yourself and to your parents....
"Such a disappointment.." you whisper to yourself and start to tear up again............
You take the pills and start to feel a little light headed..so you drifted to dream land........
$/$:&:@;@;&;&&;&;&;$;$;$;$Part 2 oooooooooooooo ❤️❤️❤️😉
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"Thankyou.." (stray kids fanfiction)
FanficA sad girl is about to kill her self because of how her family treats her.... She may seem so happy on the outside but in the inside...she's not what she seems... A straykids fanfiction I- (discontinued) I forgot what's the plot about sorry lmao