JENNIE'S P.O.V.
I got out of my car and closed it with a bang, I trudged through the school's open ground with Jisoo Unnie trailing beside me. The whole school is watching my every move, obviously informed about what happened with Lisa and I.
What a bunch of nosey ass bastards.
I rolled my eyes as I put my sun glasses on, trying to avoid everyone's eyes especially a certain someone's eyes. I flipped my hair and bit the inside of my cheeks as I try to keep myself from snapping at these cunts around me.
"Yo, Kim Jennie!" A creep shouted from ahead of me, Jisoo Unnie gave me a dig in the ribs and pointed at the creep's direction. I huffed in annoyance and fixed my sun glasses.
"So are you single now? Damn, today must be my lucky day." The guy grinned the moment he approached me, making us stopped from walking.
"Damn, today must be my unlucky day." I mocked and crossed my arms and the lad just made an 'O' shape on his lips.
"Feisty. I like it." He smirked as he ogled at me up and down.
"Creepy. I don't like it." I shot him a sarcastic smile, I heard Jisoo Unnie tittered.
"Come on, Kim. Don't play hard to get, I know you still want a dick." He chuckled and took a step closer to me. I guffawed in sarcasm and raised an eyebrow at him.
"But not your dick. I don't like an uncircumcised microscopic dick and you are waaaaaay out of my league, boyo." I rolled my glasses on top of my head and gawped at him. Jisoo Unnie laughed that made me giggle, I gave the creep a pity smile and patted his shoulders as I walked past by him. Me and my beloved cousin continued laughing.
"Is this what a heart break taught you?" Unnie said in a jocular manner and playfully slapped my shoulder. I grinned and bobbed my head at her as we made our way to approach our friends.
It's been three days since my out burst on Lisa, I might say that I actually feel a lot better letting it all out of my chest but I'm not saying I'm not hurting anymore because I still am. Hell, it's not fucking easy to move on especially if there was never an us. It's hard to do that when I always see them together, when I always see her around and being near her. It was fucking clear I was never especial, I was just a past time. It sucks to think about it but this fucking heart of mine is still hoping for a miracle to happen and is willing to wait... but for now I have to accept the fact that she chose her, she chose the person she love and that is obviously not me.
"Heyyy. How are you feeling, Jen?" Joy quizzed the moment we approached them, a look of sympathy plastered on her face. I hate it when they sympathize me, it's not like I lost a loved one--- I mean, yeah. I practically lost the person I love to someone else but they are acting like someone from my family just passed away.
"How many times do I have to tell you all that I'm fine? Please, don't look at me like that. I feel like a weak bitch." I heaved a deep breath but smiled at the end of my sentence.
"I'm sorry Unnie... but we're just worried about you, I know it's hard for you." Chaeyoung frowned while fiddling with her fingers. She's been quite worried about me these days, don't get me wrong, I appreciate her. I appreciate them but is pitying and worrying about me will change something? No because no one can't change the fact that Lisa doesn't love me back. It was just a fucking play and facade for her and I lost, I'm foolish because I fell for it.
"I'm fine. No need to ask me that every seconds you guys look at me. I can bare." Actually I can't but I have to. I don't wanna push myself to someone who is clearly not into me.
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PLAYED // JENLISA
Fanfiction"I like you more as time goes by." What will you do once you realized you got played? Especially by the person you're not really fond of. But do you really got played by that person or you just played yourself in the game that you, yourself created?
