I Don't Like Boys!

No Options.

                                                                                    Nahmir Pov

  Before my mom could even come in my room I was up, not like I even slept in the first place. Within my first few minutes of well deserved rest I needed to call him. Never once had I actually defended myself against him. It felt like I was doing something foreign, so I did just that I called him. 

  " Tay Tay please I'm sorry, can you come back I don't know what got into-". I knew if he didn't cut me of I would just ramble myself into a crying spree.

  " Don't Tay Tay me Nick, you wanted to act grown so do that, you wanted to act like you ain't need me so keep the same energy. You begging now when you haven't even seen the worst of it". With that the call was cut short, leaving nothing but a frozen me.

  Now you could see why I couldn't sleep because my minded was running off of what he said. What was the worst of it, are we really over and so much more. So now we have to make this sleepless teen look... not dead.

  Throwing on a black t-shirt and ripped jeans was as good as it was gonna get. My dreads were just gonna be in a neat bun and with that I grabbed my stuff and started out the door. Before I could leave my mom had to say something as usual.

  " Where you going Tay isn't outside boy". She said as if I didn't know he wasn't.

  " Ma I can obviously see he isn't outside so I'm walking simple as that". I said already angry for having to see him at school.

  " Boy I didn't go to bed with you and damn sure didn't wake up with you so I don't know what your problem is but it ain't with me, are we clear". She said knowing I was giving her attitude.

 " Yes ma'am". I said knowing that's what she wanted to hear.

  " Okay now, love you baby and have a good day at school". She said her mood becoming calmer.

  " Yeah love you ma". With that I walked out the door ready for this long ass walk.

  To be honest this walk gave me time to clear my head, to tell myself that he wasn't really gonna do anything. Now that I think about it maybe I was just lying to myself so I wouldn't turn around and walk back home. I know Taymor better than anyone does that's how I know when he says something he means it. That's why I'm scared now.

  Before I realized it I was already in front of the school and honestly it was worse than I thought. Everyone was looking at me like they wanted to say something but were scared themselves, while all of Tays friends were about to die laughing.

  I felt like I was walking the plank in here, some people were whisper lowly even after I would stare them down. Then when I realized shit was about to hit the fan I turned around and tried to go back down the hallway, all Tays homies were blocking the door. So I guess I was about to get beat the fuck up by Tay so I just lifted up my head and kept walking.

  " Aye yo Mir Mir so what's up". Tay's voice was so annoying I could have slapped him right then and there. 

  " Wow Taymor, I am so surprised to see you here could you at least let me text my mom before I get beat the fuck up". I said sarcastically.

  " What who said you were getting beat up, I just wanted you to admit to everybody that your the person I was fucking in that video". Nothing could have prepared me for the words he just said, I mean physically nothing.

  " So you want me to lie and for what". I said trying to put on a poker face.

  " Nahmir everybody knows you have always been a faggot, now everybody knows you been letting me hit since we were 10". Taymor was trying to ruin my life right now, he wanted to see how much damage he could do.

  " I hate you Taymor, after this moment I will never have any good feelings towards you". I said trying to get him to come to his senses. 

  All he did was smirk and look at me and that's when I knew the damage was already done, and the little bits of dignity I had were long gone.

  " Please Tay, don't do this". I said begging him to stop lying, pleading to him.

  " Its okay Nahmir you probably weren't ready to come out as a hoe". He said hurting me even more.

  That's when it happened, the laughter from everyone the sounds that are supposed to mean something good has happened. My glassy eyes became fountains as my face became drenched in tears. Wiping my face as a I walked away didn't help my dignity, so when the bell rang when everyone walked to class happily I walked out.

  I never knew he could be so heartless, I mean he was always mean but I would have never thought he would do something like that to me.

  *DING DING* 

My phone buzzed and I was praying it was my mom or anybody but him but no he wanted to add salt to the wound.

* Stupid Bitch* 

Nahmir bro why you leave I wasn't done yet.

For real come back, you pissing me off 

  With that I turned my phone off so I wouldn't even see the next thing he planned on saying. When I realized it was starting to rain I wasn't even mad. Maybe then people in their cars wouldn't be able to tell that I was crying.

  That's it, I hope he's happy now that I have No Options.

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