I Don't Like Boys!

I Don't Like YOU!

                                                                                      Nahmir Pov

  So walking in the rain isn't as fun as you think, neither is explaining to your mom how your bestfriend lied about having sex with you since you hit double digits. Now of course my mom believed me as any mother would, but it hurt her.

  My mom knows its always been hard for me to keep or even get friends, now the only one I had is turning everyone against me. My mom tried to contact Taymor's mom but she was probably doing coke or something. So I cut my phone on seeing Tay's hurtful texts, somehow I found a way to ignore the hurtful messages and call him.

  *RING RING*

  " What the fuck do you want, we could have talked face to face had you had stayed your ass at school". He said knowing I wasn't going to say anything smart back.

  " Please stop, Tay I don't want it to be like this with us. You know I'm sorry don't do this to me". I plead knowing I couldn't come up with anything better.

  " Aw Mir Mir, stop you know you should have just did what I said and we could have been happy. You know what I look like now some nigga who raped his best friend. See Nick its always been about you so much you didn't even realize how much I loved you". I heard his pain through every word he spoke.

   Before replying and alerting my mom I walked upstairs as I told him to hold on.

  " Taymor why didn't you tell me?" I said trying to understand what he was going through even after what he put me through.

  " Cause I was scared you would have pushed me away, like you have now". I know what I said next was a mistake but I couldn't end our friendship like this.

  " Please come over... for me". It wasn't much of a question as me begging.

  " Keep the door unlocked". With that the call was ended.

  I couldn't tell if what I did at the time was for me or for him, maybe both. I know we hurt each other but as usual I felt guilty. So I will wait for him and I'll do what he says because that's what I've always done for Tay. Maybe he felt the same.

  I realized Summer must have been worried sick, so I decided to text her. I didn't know how to start a conversation but I knew she would help me talk it out.

*Text*

 Mir Mir: Summer..

Curly Hair: Mir, my bestie I know its not true and you know I'm here for you always

Mir Mir: I know Summer and that's why I'm glad to have you

Curly Hair: Why do I get the feeling your crying

*Text Over* 

  I touched my chubby tanned cheeks feeling warm lines of tears coming down my face. I'm surprised I have anymore tears left to cry, I mean honestly I need to stop wearing my emotions on my sleeve. Its gonna get me hurt.... again. 

  My emotions got the best of me so I decided to take a small *nap*.  

  Well I woke up to a note on the my desk from my mom

 Dear Nahmir, I wish we could have talked more about what happened to you but my job called me in. However if he comes over and or bothers you I will come back for my baby. Also there is chicken in the fridge if  you get  hunger, and I have money for pizza.

                                                                                                                                                 From, Mom

  After reading the note I felt like she was giving me pity, yes even mothers can do that. So instead of eating I decided to just, shower and just go back to bed. I heard noise downstairs so I knew he was here.

  "Tay Tay". I said just to be sure it was him.

  " Yeah come on down". He said calmly bringing a smile to my face.

THIS GETS KINDA RAPE LIKE SO PLEASE SKIP IF YOUR WEIRDED OUT

  I came downstairs to see him and a few of his friends from school playing the game, I ignored it so we wouldn't argue and just sat next to him. None of them were actually playing the game they were just sitting and staring at the screen.

  " Nahmir I'm horny so get to work". He said leaving me awestruck.

  " What are you doing, stop". I said as he grabbed my wrist pulling it towards him.

  "STOP". I said trying to get him off me, he started to scare me by the minute.

  " Nahmir stop acting like that your getting on my nerves, for real not in front of my homies". He said pretending this was normal.

  He snatched me across to him making me make some weird noise before pulling away from him. This was getting way to aggressive so I tried to pull away but his grip was to hard, the tears started forming. Before it could go any further the doorknob started giggling but Tay didn't hear because he was to into doing whatever he was doing to me.

  " Taymor get the hell of my son". Tay froze trying to form a lie.

  I pulled away from him refusing to look at him, the sound of my mothers heavy breathing and my footsteps running upstairs was the only thing heard. As soon as my door closed everything went south. My mothers screams were louder than Tays pleads to let him go. After two minutes I knew the boys had left and my mom was hitting Tay.

  After it got quiet my mom didn't come to my door, I think she knew I wanted to be alone. I knew this was something I would never forget.

 XOXO So yall are really hyping me up in the comments SIKE. I would like some comments to know what yall like but yall got the comment section dry ass hell, GOODNIGHT.