GUS

hey baby

HALFWAY THROUGH A PHONE CALL
Trace💰- Kenz just talk to him
Kenz🧸- i cant.
Trace💰- what have you done without him?
Kenz🧸- uhhh Everything. Coke, xans , rox, percs, weed, fentanyl and -
Trace💰- i didnt mean that and fentanyl? Never do it again. Its dangerous.
Kenz🧸- yeah that was the point
Trace💰- i mean it.
Kenz🧸- ughh fine.
Trace💰- listen just come to the crib and chill with Deigo and Me then see what happens
Kenz🧸-Trace -
Trace💰- for me ?
Kenz🧸- fine but I'm not promising to talk to him. I dont think i can.
Trace💰- hmm okay we'll see love you byeeee
Kenz🧸- love you bye bro

KENZ POV
I hadn't spoken to or seen Gus in three weeks. I dont know how I've survived. I've been wearing the same pink camo hoodie of his since that day. I've been crashing at different peoples house , just whoevers the party is at. The entire time has really just been a drug bender. At night i miss him holding me so much i either don't sleep or cuddle a pillow to pretend its him. Being away from him physically, mentally and emotionally hurts me like fuck. He is my ecstasy. My lifeline. My rock. I love him with my entire everything. Being away from him had really ripped my heart out. I don't think i have any tears left to cry , i've used them all. Every night i cried myself to sleep. Not just crying but howling, when your body fully can't control your tears. He won't feel the same though , i bet he's fine. I bet he's with Layla.

GUS POV
I erased Layla from my life completely. I miss Kenz so much. The smell of her hair, her smile , her laugh , the way she looks at me like she loves me. Everything about her. Since she left i've been high with no breaks. I can't control my crying. I breakdown randomly if i even think of her. She is my soulmate. The one. She is the one i wanna live for. My world. I never loved anyone as much as i love her. I've been worried sick. I don't know where she is , who she's with, what shes doing or if shes okay. Ever since she's been gone it feels like a massive part of me is missing. She's the only one for me that's for sure. I can't imagine my life without her. She's my future. I slept with her perfume sprayed on my bedsheets. She probably doesn't miss me. She's probably moved on.

KENZ POV
I walked into the house hesitantly. The stairs were facing the door. As soon as i opened it i saw Gus pretty much fly to the top of the stairs. His cheeks were tear stained, his eyes puffy and his black and pink hair completely messed up. He was wearing black shorts and my pink xanarchy hoodie. Holy shit he really is perfect.
He stared at me as if he didnt know how to react and then i giggled quietly. The sight of him in my clothes was amazing. When i giggled he smiled at me sadly. Thats one thing i missed, that contagious fucking smile of his.
"Hey baby" i whispered softly , my voice cracking as i tried not to cry. Within the same second he ran down the stairs faster than the speed of light and grabbed my waist.
"You have no fucking idea how much i missed you. I felt like part of me was missing. You don't understand how sorry I am" he began to cry but maintained eye contact. "You are the one. You're the only one for me K. I cant see my future without you in it. I missed everything about you. I even sprayed your perfume on the bedsheets at night. I was worried sick. I didn't know if something had happened or if you were oka-"
I interrupted him by placing my right hand on the side of his face and my left index finger on his lips.
"From now on , me and you. Only me and you. Forever" i smiled looking at the floor.
He lifted my head up and admired me for a minute before picking me up and wrapping my legs around his waist. We locked lips and kissed passionately for what felt like years.
I missed this. I felt complete again. I hadn't forgiven him completely, I couldn't that fast. But for now, this'll do.